Stay, markson AU (complete)

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"Jinyoung" I cried, my head nuzzled into his neck, "it's all my fault, all my fault he's in a coma, my fault that he almost died, that all of us almost died" I paused taking a breath from my rant, "I could- I could have killed so many innocent people, I don't know what I was thinking, what I would have-"

I was interrupted, Jinyoung lips on my own without warning, and suddenly I began to kiss back not knowing what had come over me.

He pulled away, "don't talk like that 'gyeomie, none of this is your fault, you shouldn't worry yourself like this" he sighed placing his hand over mine and lacing his fingers in my own.

"hyung" I sobbed, my head going deeper into his chest, grabbing onto a fistful of his shirt with my free hand.

"I can't help it, bambam distracted me, I shouldn't have let him" I cried, "it's all my fault, I shouldn't have drunk at your party."

"Babe" he whispered his arms finding his way around my waist and pulling me in for a hug.

"Don't blame yourself, you're just going to make yourself more and more upset, it wasn't your fault okay- don't think like that" his arms tightened around my waist, and he pulled me onto his lap.

One of his arms loosened there grip and found there way to my hair slowly caressing the strands of my golden locks.

"Everything will be okay 'gyeomie" he said placing a kiss to my forehead.