Stay, markson AU (complete)

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"Mark I'm sorry that I'm the only one visiting at the moment, Jaebum and Youngjae have been trying to come but are busy with work, Jinyoung said that Yugyeom is too upset to see you because he blames himself for your condition- but nobody knows where Bambam is, we haven't heard from him for a few days now, nobody has" I explained to my unconscious boyfriend.

I had been coming up to his room everyday as I had been discharged once the doctors thought I was fine, and I always kept Mark updated on little things even if he couldn't respond.

"I'm sure he's fine though, although you being in this condition has been hard on us all" I paused tears brimming at my eyes, whenever I came to see him this would happen. One moment I would be casually talking about our friends, or maybe an interesting news article from that day, the next I would be balling my eyes out as I missed the elder boy and I was completely lost without him.

"We miss you so much Mark, please get better soon" and with that I left for the day seeing visiting hours were ending soon and I needed to be back home to have a reasonable meal before sleeping.

Memories flooded my mind once I left the hospital building, I decided it was probably better for me to call a cab rather than walk as I was too dazed to go anywhere in this state.

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"I can't watch this Mark! I don't wanna get scared" I begged, clinging onto the shirt of the elder.

"C'mon Jackson, I'd watch want you'd want to, please just one horror film" he asked, hopefulness filling his eyes.

I couldn't say no, little did he know I may of had the biggest crush on him.. even though he'll never accept me- I didn't even know if he was gay. We tell each other everything so I would know if he was, right?

"Okay, okay.. but I'm not watching the scary parts" I laughed sitting on the edge of the couch not wanting to get too close, I didn't want to make Mark uncomfortable in any way.

"Whatever" he scoffed pressing play.

Half a bowl of popcorn later I was a squealing mess, anytime a jump scene would happen I would hide my face in my hands, not wanting to see who or what was being murdered currently. 

"You're such a baby" Mark giggled, bringing music to my ears. That was one of my favourite things of his- his laughter.

"No I'm not, I'm bra-" I began saying but noticed another jump scare on and at this I screamed and hid my head into Mark's chest rather than my hands.

I jumped back at the realization, I was going to make him uncomfortable.

"Are you alright babe?" he asked, sincerity soaking his words.

"B-b-babe?" I stuttered, a blushing mess. At this a crimson colour began to rise up onto his neck, covering his face.

"Sorry" he said in a lull tone, hoping I wouldn't hear him.

"A- it's okay" I managed to say pulling his face towards mine with one of my hands.

"Do you mind if I?" I asked gesturing towards his lips.

"Not at all" he replied smiling cutely as I leant in for our first of many kisses.