Stay, markson AU (complete)

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"Hey youngjae!" I called out, meeting him and Jaebum at his house as we waited on Jackson. We were about to go a double date, as the two said we used to do it all the time before the accident.

"How long do you think Jackson will be?" Jaebum asked me offering me a glass of water to drink as we waited.

"Probably not too long, he texted me just before I left saying he'd leave in 10 minutes" as I finished that sentence there was a loud knock on the door.

"That must be him now" Youngjae spoke up going to get the door.

"We should get going then," Jaebum said grabbing his jacket before walking to the front door where Jackson and Youngjae stood, and I followed.

I sat next to Jackson in the back of Jaebum's car as we drove to the restaurant, Jackson reaching over to grab my hand.

"Please make sure to keep your seat belts on," Jaebum stated before starting the car which triggered a memory.

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"You're so cute when you sing" he smirked taking his seatbelt off and pulling himself closing to me, "I love you Jackson" intoxicated he snuggled into the crook of my neck.

"Markie-poo put your seatbelt back on, you shouldn't have it off what if something bad happened? I don't think I could live without you baby"

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So Jackson was with me the night of the accident.

It's all coming back to me now; the alcohol, the singing, the party and the drive. Every memory from that night and further down had come back with just those words.

I remembered Jackson.

I remembered who he was, who I loved; it took me a while but I can finally say "I love Jackson Wang" without a feeling of guilt, I can finally hug and kiss him without feeling as though I'm in the wrong for forgetting.

"I remember" I spoke out, slightly in shock as I remembered more and more about my past with Jackson.