Stay, markson AU (complete)

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I wrote this whole thing listening to 'If you do'
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After my short catch up with Jinyoung I headed home quickly so Bambam wasn't too worried as I felt as though I had been out of the house for a long time.

"Where have you been?" Bambam asked, as soon as I stepped inside the door and placed my keys onto the coffee table.

"Out with Mark," I lied through my teeth- I had to follow my story.

"Really? I called him and he thought you were at home with me, so where were you really?" he questioned once more, his stance seeming as though he knew more than he put up.

"Fine, I was out with Jinyoung" I almost yelled, fed up all ready with all the questioning.

"Unbelievable,"

"What on earth are you talking about? You're the one who stopped him from seeing me in the hospital and my own home-"

"Our home"

"You still wouldn't let me see him, I needed to know what he wanted; all he wanted to say was sorry Bambi, he wasn't going to hurt me he just wanted to apologize. He was stressed out, we all were and still are, it's been a difficult time for us all. You need to give him a break," I ranted out looking at the older who looked guilty now.

"I'm sorry, I should've let him see you but I was just worried. I wanted to protect you, I didn't want anything like before to happen. It was so hard for me to see you like that, to walk into our home and find you lifeless on the bathroom floor, to wait patiently outside the hospital room wondering if you were going to make it out alive or not. That broke my heart Yugyeom, I don't know where I'd be without you, if you never made it out of that hospital. I honesty would be lost without you by my side, it was already hard enough the first time when you left me for Jinyoung. I can't go through that again," he explained wiping the few stranded tears from his face.

At this I stepped forward closer to the boy, taking his smaller figure into my arms and holding him tightly.

"I promise I won't leave you, ever again" it felt like I was lying, deep down I knew I never would leave but something felt off.