So I'm in the room and nick is looking at me .. I have that uneasy feeling again ...
"I bought you something ". He said
I looked at him with a confused look on my face .
Not wanting to say no one has ever bought me something before ...
I walk over and take the bag and say '"thanks you ".
I felt so awkward and I guess he picked up on that and just laugh ..I looked inside the bag and it was a light purple dress .. with little flat black plain shoes .
I just looked at him and I couldn't form a sentence ... I was so overwhelmed .. I just met this guy yesterday and already he's giving me this .. .
This can't be normal .. but my life isn't normal .. I was handing it back to him shaking my head saying no considering I couldn't say a word .. he laugh and said "no take it and put it on in the bathroom "
He grabbed my hand and brought me to the bathroom and I just froze his bathroom was soo out of this world .. I think it was the first bathroom I ever saw ..
All he said was " I need you to do me a favour ".
I looked in the bag and at my clothes and I felt dirty and the dress was so... new .
It was like he read my mind and he laugh .. and said "you have an hour and a half before we have to go .. you can freshen up ".I said "yes thank you " I was embarrassed by this conversation and I knew he knew that too .. but I guess he was a lot stronger willed then me and didn't really care what other thought of him ..
It reminded me of a book I once read about animals ... he was a strong lion and I was a weak prey .. maybe even his weak prey.
He walked off laughing .. and left me alone .. I closed the door and locked it .. I guess he heard the lock and all I could here was "aww baby your not scared of me are you "
I stayed quite and the last thing he said was "hour and a half before I need ya for a favour " then he left .What what what is all my mind could think ... a favour what kind .. I know nothing about this guy and I'm wearing this dress he bought me and now I'm going to be doing a favour for him .. is it gonna be safe and I going to be able to walk away after this .. I don't think I could ever imagine my life like this ..
I looked in the mirror .. and I could see myself .. I looked thin and my hair need a wash and I turned around and saw a bath and a shower and I've only read about all these in the book in my old ...
I decided then if I was going to move on I need to think of a plan to get away from nick and forget about my past.
I'm going to run away and start a clean new life ... a happy one. ..
and what better way then do all this thinking in a nice warm bath with bubbles lots of bubbles.Before I knew it I was stand in front the mirror looking at myself in this dress and my hair half dry but still a bit wet in places and I can't remember the last time I looked in the mirrors at myself ..
Then guess who came came knocking at the door ... always interrupting my thoughts.. nick ...
"baby are ready for me "he said
I didn't like the sound of that ..
he started banging on the door again .. and calling me baby .. I open the door and said "please stop calling me baby "then are conversation was cut short buy some one.I was looking at nick trying to find out who he was and nick goes "baby this is my brother Vic "
"Vic this is my girlfriend".I looked at him shocked I didn't agree to that .....what , when did this happen ... am I missing something ... was me taking the dress some sort of way for him to be my .. and me to be his ... at this point I felt like I wasn't breathing this Vic person just looked at me like he knew I didn't know what was going on and screamed at nick to get outside the door.
Their I was In a house I don't know....
A place I don't know ....
Surrounded with people I don't know ...

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My Brittle Barricade
FantasyThis is my life ... Come along on my journey and see me make my mistake ..