Don't Judge the Thug

Questioning

I pulled up to the house parking and still laughing at I don't know what. I came in the house making sure the door was locked. All I wanted to do was cool it with Elle. If she in the mood for sex then so am I but I'm sleepy.

"I just had Ju and your uncle looking for you! I was sick thinking about you," she said with tears in her eyes running downstairs.

"What you crying for I'm okay," I say. "And why you calling Ju and my uncle?"

"Baby you okay?" she said turning my face to face hers. "I was worried about you it's almost one."

"I'm straight baby," I leaned in to kiss her and she moved back. "What's the matter?"

"You smell like liquor," she covered her nose with her arm. "You drove here like that baby?"

"Yeah I ain't drunk though. I just needed to sit and enjoy some Smirnoff but I'm straight baby," I smiled and starting taking off my kicks.

"Trelly, please just take off your outside clothes and lay down," she begged from under me.

"We ain't eating dinner tonight and using our night alone right?" I asked holding her waist.

"Trelly, it's almost one in the morning. Dinner time past baby," she said slowly. "I put the food away. I was worried."

"I'm sorry baby, my bad. I should've called you but some girl at the bar tried to sit in my lap and my phone fell in a drink," I say getting angry. "Don't worry baby, I pushed that bitch off and came home because I knew you was waiting for me."

"Okay Trelly let's go in the tub and take a bath," she said speaking softly.

"You tryna drown me?" I shot back.

"No baby, you just smell like liquor and you look tired," she said tryna hug me.

"I said I'm sorry Elle, why you tryna kill a nigga for?" I go on.

"And I forgive you-"

"Why the hell you whispering?" I got louder. "You got a nigga in here?"

"Trelly no, why would I do something like that?" she said getting louder.

I ran up the stairs looking in all the rooms and closets. "Who the fuck in here yo?"

I got in my room and sat down on my bed. I just laid back looking around real tired and Elle came in. "Trelly, can you please just stay in here. There's nobody here."

"What you mean? We here," I laughed. "Silly rabbit."

"Trelly," she laughed laying next to me.

"I love you a lot baby. I realized that through this shit I been going through I need you. You been here the entire time and even though when I said I love you st first I ain't mean it. I really mean it when I'm saying it now. I dead ass need you, and I love you shawty," I pause. "I don't know if that sounded right but I love you. I wake up wanting to know what you doing. The first time we had sex, we made love and I made sure I ain't act crazy. I ain't want you to be in pain even though that sex was great. I'm glad I was your first nigga to bust it and I wanna be the last. I don't even wanna think about any other nigga doing that. Every time I think about it, I think about a nigga hitting it from the back. Yo just know I'll kill somebody Elle. You mine, your pussy mine. Fuck everybody else opinion."

"Shhhh," Elle halfly laughed.

"Don't tell me shhhh. This my house, shit!" I go on.

"Your drunk Trell. I need you to relax," she spoke calmly.

"Stop saying that, Damn. I'm tryna tell you how I feel," I say. "And you keep telling me to be quiet. I should tell another bitch how I feel like Alicia or somebody?"