The Book Of Beautiful Souls

Bangtang_Bitch

The Story of Bangtang_Bitch

I'm a 19 year old girl and I'm currently raising my three siblings on my own. As a child, I was never liked by my family, nor the kids at school. But I never worried about what the kids at school said. I had bigger problems.

It all started when I was three. I was fooling around and I accidentally knocked over my mothers favorite cup, breaking it to pieces. My mother called my father and he came home boiling mad, and beat me until I bled. I understand being reprimanded, but who makes a three year old child bleed?

Flash forward two years and here I start kindergarten. I was immediately hated, for what? I wasn't sure. Much like your situation, I wasn't liked for my looks or body. I was very chubby and my parents and the kids at school hated me for it. I was alone. My brother was born the same year and I promised myself and him that I would never let anyone lay a finger on him.

Flash forward another three years and I'm now eight, still getting beatings only this time, they were over petty things. I now became my parents' personal slave. I knew how to cook, clean, and fix a lot of things. Lets say I made something my parents didn't like, I would get hit. I wasn't allowed to eat so I became anorexic. My sister was also born. My mother left that year too, and my father became an alcoholic.

He started raping me, and if I didn't agree to it, he said he would hurt my siblings, so I let him be. Flashing forward again and I'm now fifteen. I've learned how to fight. I'm stronger now. Fit. And I've started to collect guns. I became the bad girl of the school and joined a gang that takes care of me.

No, I'm not ruthless. I've only killed one person.

My father.

I was about 16 when I came home later than usual. I went inside, to only see my eight year old sister under my father as he tried to rape her. I immediately brought out my pistol and without hesitation, shot him between the eyes. I hated that man. I called the cops and they questioned me. I was eventually arrested and put in custody along with my siblings because I wouldn't leave them. I was out in court and pleaded not guilty and the case was filed as self defense.

Me, along with my siblings were put in the orphanage for a few days. We were adopted by the gang leader that treats me like his daughter. He welcomed us with open arms and I've been happy ever since. Sadly, he was a smoker and died of Lung Cancer and died last year.

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ThePsychoMadHatter: I honestly want to thank you for trusting us with your story. It's so intense. I didn't know what to say.

I'm so happy things are getting better and I hope that you remain happy, because we are all here for you ❤

You are truly an inspiration for us all. Things do get better ❤

❤ You Just Have To Stay Strong ❤