I wasn't going to this, but now I feel like I should really talk about this and show you how people could be so sickening and disgusting.
Okay, so, I'm going to start off with the back story. A lot of people have noticed that I removed my own life story from The Book Of Souls and I will explain everything, but before I do, for the new readers, my story mostly involved this girl Jess, who was a big part of me and she was all the way in London. The only way we could talk was over the internet and soon I started falling for her. Long story short, she ended up committing suicide by electrocuting herself. I got the message from her twin brother and after that we started talking more often. His name is Sean and I'll just throw it in there, he's bisexual. Okay, we dated for a little bit over a year before I eventually broke up with him.
The following image is a screenshot of our latest conversation:
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Now, the reason I broke up with him is because he was starting to get really rude. He even got drunk a few times, said a whole bunch of bullshit, and later blamed it on the alcohol. Other times he blamed it on his mental health.
Well, now that that's out of the way, I want you to read that carefully, and notice how hurt he sounds and how much he's blaming me for everything.
Done? Good.
Now, after his little rant of the worst possible words, I showed my best friend these screenshots. I really didn't care about what he said, I know I'm not that low and I know I deserve better.
She also had him in her contacts so they would occasionally chat. She told me that he once chatted her, when Sean and I broke up for the second time, and he told her a secret. She wanted to tell me, but before she could, Sean and I got back together and she couldn't gather the courage to tell me.
When she told me this secret, my whole world shattered. I'm not kidding. I felt torn and broken in every way.
She told me that he told her, that Jess never even existed.
Let that sink in.
Just let that sink in.
It was him all along.
A fucking well planned hoax. A well planned lie.
And he was acting as if he was he fucking saint.
I'm not doing this for attention, I just want to show you guys, how people can be so disgusting to make up an entire like and make a joke out of suicide.
I grieved for over a year over someone who didn't even exist. I was in therapy because of a death that never even occurred.
Guys, how could someone ever do that?
And this could be so much worse. I can't even believe I believed him. How could I have been so stupid?
The internet is a very dangerous place, people, please be careful what you share and who you talk to, please.
