The Book Of Beautiful Souls

Bethany

The Story of Bethany

It all started when I was in year 1 of primary school, I was the outcast from that day on. I remember that it started out slow with the odd name calling or being pushed about. I have always been known to wear my heart on my sleeve, this might be why I'm so easy to pick on.

In year 4, my aunt used to be a teacher for my class, anyway I had a music competition and my aunt was on her way to come and watch, but she never arrived. It wasn't until I got home that I found out she had been in a car accident and died.

I was a mess.

After a few weeks of school I went back, only to have everyone blame me for her death; everyone loved her. This stayed with me until I got to secondary school, where at this point I just shut myself off didn't talk to anyone and cried most of the time. I was known as the depressed girl.

Move on a couple of months I got myself my first boyfriend, he told me that everything will be okay. He was so supportive for the first few months, but then something happened that I don't know of and he started hitting me and hitting my weak points messing with my mind. I stayed in that abuse for 3 years and my final breaking point was when he tried to get me to have sex with me. I said no so he hit me so much that I couldn't move or hardly breathe. He then tried to rape me, but one of his friends walked in and stopped him.

Skip to more recent times, I had this friend that suffered with depression like me, we tried to help each other but one day I walked into her garage to find her hanging from a beam. She had killed herself.

Again the bullying got worse my friends left me because apparently everyone who knows me ends up dead, I kill people. I met Alex only for him the only person who was there for me in the bad times, but he got ripped away from me too. I got to such a low point that I tried to kill myself but you (ThePsychoMadHatter) ended up saving me.

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ThePsychoMadHatter: She's a close friend and it hurts me to know that she's so alone, and yet has people who care without realizing it.

I love you, Bethany and it's time you see what you're worth.

We know you went through a lot and I promised that I'd do everything I can to help you. So, I introduce you to The Mad Hatter Family.

We all care here, because we understand that things get bad, and we are willing to be your rock. My family doesn't have to know you personally to always be there for you.

We all went through bad things and no one is lesser than the other. We all matter, and we all love each other.

Beth, you're my friend and I really will do everything I can to help you, help all of you...

You guys are all I have. Really. You, Sean, and my best friend. You guys just have to be strong for me, because I just can't lose people I care for.

I love you, Beth, and we will love you forever.

❤ Stay Strong ❤