My Head in Knots

Drips

Drips of the water we drank from

Splashing on her thighs

Your first kiss was my last goodbye

The cold as you leave fills my broken heart

Helps me try to mend my broken wings

Falling apart at the sound of her cries

Sipping cups of gold until we die

I broke the world that she wanted me to see

I cut the cord but there's blood on my sleeve

Feelings on fear dancing on my skin

But it all burns out as soon as I see her grin

I took a knife and I put it to her back

She screams and she cries but refuses to attack

I built her world out of empty broken bones

But the only pain that I know is my own

She was the sun and I was a butterfly

Loving to close but apart every night

Holding her hands makes me feel like i won't die

And letting her in makes me want to live my life

I put this wall around her so she wouldn't leave

She was my love and she brought me to my knees

She was my everything, my world, and more

Before the bleach ate her heart and I found her on the floor

This was written a long time ago. There's really no deep or personal explanation other than its about breaking what you love; being so broken yourself you can't help but hurt others around you. At the time, I felt like I had pushed some people to their breaking point, as well as myself without meaning to. I hope you guys enjoy it and tell my what you think <3