Malady

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This is the first day of my death.

The Gods couldn't let me die

My love, my son, my friends never failed me

It was the gold

The gold

I took

The gold

I pursued

The gold

From power

Of killing

And taking

But I can't even blame that

For all this is caused by myself

The person in which I hold

Hate, destruction, pain, insecurity

And cover it with

Cruelty

If you hide your weaknesses

You will never seem inferior

But if you hide who you are

You will crack

And break

And fall

Harder than your children

Your friends

Your loves

Ever did

Because they saw your faults and accepted you

But you didn't accept yourself

Now I am dead

Now I am done

Anarchy was never my fear

It was inferiority

Now I am dead

May the Gods never see my face

For I am unworthy


Hiiiii! This is loosely based on a play (Bonus points to whoever knows which play it is.) I hope you guys really enjoy it! I'm glad I'm updating more, and I hope you guys are too. Thank you for all of the reads and votes ahhhh I'm so happy! I love you guys! Have a great dayyy <3

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