Dear Nathan

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Dear Nathan

I'm doing better now

I've distanced myself from you

Although it wasn't hard with the way you left me

Wasn't hard

Knowing you were the man I loved

Knowing you were the boy who hurt me

You're the reason I don't love me

You're the reason

I say I'm sorry

To every boy and girl I'll ever love

The reason why I jump when someone touches me

The reason why Christian left me

Not that any of your friends knew

What you could do

When you grabbed my arm and left that bruise

That bruise I had to hide from my parents

Who will never know you

Only that

I

Loved

You

Just that I am broken

That you took and you stole

That I flinch when people yell

Because it reminds me of the smell

Of beer on your breath

And that you stole my heart from my chest

That the boy I love

Only knows that you hurt me

Because abuse isn't shown

It's witnessed

Dear Nathan, you hurt me

You're still among the faces.

8/22/17 A.N.J.



Hey! So this is a slam poem of sorts? We wrote it for class, but I changed the names so that anyone personal to me wouldn't figure out who it was. I hope you guys enjoy! Let me know what you think

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