My Broken Angel

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*TRIGGER WARNING: This contains sensitive implied topics like death and depression Read at you discretion.* 

She tasted like morning and smelled like rain

Her eyeliner dark enough to cover the tears

Her hair in perfect bouncy curls to hide her face behind

Words like blood dripped out of her mouth

Breaking my heart and drawing me in

Her nail polish chipped, her clothes dark

She bore miseries only written about

Her body in bandages, crippling in agony

She wasn't supposed to live this long

She shouldn't have been dead

Heartache clung to her like cheap perfume

Skin so soft, but bruised and scarred

She held herself closed and quiet

Shuttering at others out of fear of more abuse

Her reserved posture and fake smiles satisfied machines

Not until I knew her demons did I realize how broken she was

See a past does not make a person

But a soul does

She walked a tightrope of life, always about to fall

She screamed at her reflection and ran from her skeletons

Her bones creaked and her skin tore like paper

Her mind guarded her and helped her become a prison she couldn't escape

and it poisoned her heart as it shattered to pieces and she fell into my arms

as her lungs whispered for the last time

The darkness drowned her and she shook in fear

My broken angel shook in fear as the oblivion consumed her

The perfection that was her

Gone forever

This poem is really sad, but when I wrote it, it was about someone I loved. I knew they were hurting and that their pain would consume them if they didn't get help. I remember feeling helpless and worried, crying over my broken angel. Well, you guys would be happy to know, my angel got better. She got help and is still continuing to. Thank you for reading. There is never a bad ending, only a chance for even better beginnings. Stay strong and happy loves <3

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