My hands are shaking as I tied my hair because today will be the day the show starts.
I'm so freaking nervous and I don't know what will happen with Logan.
Last night-
"Logan I have something to tell you"
He tilted his head, studing me with his pale blue eyes. He definitely knew what was up because he didnt say anything but wait for me continue.
"I uh...Cin and I talked and she came up with something, it's just that uh..." Fuck. How shall I say it!? Can you be my fake boyfriend so that I can make Jake jealous then he will regret everything.
"Anna, say it" he said flatly.
That's when I told him everything. It sounded so bad that I feel guilty. Logan didn't say anything, just urging me to talk from time to time. After I finish explaining, he just look at me. It's hard to tell what he is thinking when he put on his serious face.
"If you don't-"
"Are you sure you want to do this, Anna"
I swallowed, "Yes. I know I sound bitter but I don't know what else to do Lo. I just wish I can make him understand the shitty things he did but as I've said if you don't I can ask another-"
"I'll do it" he said sharply making me blink repeatedly.
"You will?"
"Yes but I have a condition too" he smiled a little
"Oh. Okay...what is it?" Couldn't think much of what he will say.
He leaned in closer to the screen, "You are mine" he paused, "During the whole shit. No fooling around with other dudes"
My mouth went dry. I didn't expect that. I don't really get what he mean though because I will be his fake gf anyway.
"Okay. You are-"
"Anna, don't just say okay" he cut me off "I've always been selfish and never like to share"
Omai.
Just like that I become speechless again. I watch his jaws harden and his fist that he rest on his desk clench as if wanting to touch me.
I close my eyes then open to tell him, "I'm sure. I want that"
I'm not even sure myself if the last sentence have double meaning or not but with that he became my fake boyfriend.
Present...
I went out of my room to see Cin and Stephen watching tv. Cin turn around as soon as she heard me, her smile fades when she look at me up and down.
"Hell no, Anna. You are not wearing that"
She practically threw the chips packet that was on her lap and come over to me.
I look down at what I was wearing, old jeans, sneakers and loose t-shirt. Then I look down at Cindi who is a few inches shorter than me since she's 5'6.
"That shirt and shoe needs to go"
I rolled my eyes, "Crazy girl. You are over-reacting"
"She looks fine" Stephen noted.
Cindy turn her head so quickly to him that I was afraid her head would snap, "You, shut it. She looks good to you in any way"
Stephen blushes beet red and turn back to tv.
Poor guy. Cin should not have said that but that's not the first time. We are used to her harsh words. She just doesn't know how to put her words softly.
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