Down To You[Wattys2017]

Chapter 43

Logan and I were sitting on the bed, our back against the headboard.
His operation was successful. But his mood? Not so much.

I can't blame him either because he needs to use his leg braces for at least a month. He will miss the rest of the game then might not be able to take part in upcoming games after the season is over.

He just grunts at everything and now allowing me to leave his side for long. He tells the medical staff off everytime they told us we are not allowed to share the bed. I tried to talk to Logan too but he is being such a big baby about it. Being persistent as ever, he eventually get his way and the staff me stay. All I can do is give them an apologetic look.

We are watching movies from his tab and I just laugh at every funny scene. He is just playing with my hair and his mouth twitches every time I laugh at something.

And our arguments from days ago. We don't talk about it anymore. That's one sensitive topic I guess.

Our little peace of heaven ruined when the door opened and in came the Princess. Looking all clean with her hair perfectly curled, her skin shiny and a dress that hug her curves.

And with Mrs. Helson by the side, smiling from ear to ear.

"Look who's here to see you Logan! It's Sherlie" she said and he stiffened besides me.

"Hi Logan" Sherlie said, her eyes flicks to me once before she completely ignored my presence "I heard about the accident and I was sooo worried. I came as soon as I can. How are you feeling now?"

She's trying to act like she doesn't care that I am cuddled up right against him, but I didn't miss the irritated look she desperately try to hide.

What she doesn't know that Logan stop giving shit about everything and everyone. He is stubborn as hell. He doesn't give any reaction unless to say no. And he treats her no different.

I remember her giving me that smug look she gave me back then so I decided to give her a taste of her own medicine. I turn my head to give Logan's neck a kiss then look back at her to give her a smug smirk. She is starting to lose her composure, turning red.

"Um, I'm sorry about this L. He's not taking it well. Don't take it personally. He doesn't even talk to us"

Wait, hold up.

Who is she that even Mrs. Helson is so nice to her. They must have been close once. I am aware what kind of background Logan and she belongs too. They can relate in so many levels. I somewhat feel like I don't belong there at that moment.

"I understand " she said and then to him,
"Look Logan, I know there was some misunderstanding between us. We were young and immature that's why. Now I am willing to fix it and I know you are too. What we had was a break. Nothing new. So I will come back when you are feeling better and we will talk okay?"

Is she serious, I want to kill her. Seriously.

She flips her hair to her side while looking at me. I was wondering why then I saw it. I saw what's on her shoulder blade. A freaking tattoo. Matching ones with Logan!

It's his past. She's his past yet why does it bothers me so much.

I felt like I was seeing red.

Then I remember, when I ask Logan about his tattoo, he told me that it was his safe haven. She was his safe haven? Seriously? Or is she still his safe haven?

I am filling up with so much jealousy that I want to puke. I think I am seeing red. I know I shouldn't since Logan hasn't given me any reason to be insecure but my mind immediately can't help but compare myself to her. Even if I don't like her, she is gorgeous as fuck. How can I compete to that?