I know its been a little while but I got more advice and words of encouragement. There are things that happen to us and we all deal with them differently. For and example I was molested at a young age and I was abused. Sure it was hard then but once I told someone about it I felt better. It took me 10 years to talk about it though. Looking back I realized that those who had harmed me had power over me. What I mean is , If someone hurts you and you stay silent they win. I was confused and scared and above all else I was letting them go on with life without punishment. So when I spoke up and got the guy who molested me put in jail. I was saving me and the others he messed with. So don't let those who hurt you win, find your inner strength and it may be hard to. You have so many ways of getting the power to your life back. I still battle with not speaking up sooner. Maybe if I had spoken up right away I could have saved those others from the things that happened. Slowly I have began to teach and empower those who have had similar things happen. It takes just one voice for you to gain your freedom. Don't let those who hurt you cage your power and voice.