The season of scares and haunts is upon us. I feel the most like myself in this season. The colder weather, hot chocolate and spooky days give me hope. You see when the time came to unleash the inner monsters I felt chained to reaction. What was everyone gonna do when they saw everything I was hiding? is something I would ask myself daily. Now that I have a perspective on what is best for me, I don't care anymore. So little by little I have unleashed them. Depression, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder and even the guilt of losing my child. With every monster that came out, I felt free. For so long they kept me afraid to live my life. I look back and think of all the time wasted.
What I went through in my life has shaped me into who I am. No one can take away from the flower I have become. You all can unleash the monsters living within you and be free. Do it a little bit by a little bit. Live life for you and be happy.
