Lately I have been dealing with a lot. There are big changes coming and I am scared. My inner demons are fighting to take me under. I want to be the role model you all look to for advice. You all have been supportive and encouraging. Sometimes I wonder if anyone really cares.Then I get comments from you and I smile.
Day after day and I sit here contemplating on whether yo keep going or just give up. Lately I have been feeling like I am drowning in a sea or despair. Still I push it down and try to help everyone else. I am so thankful for all the positive comments and lives I have touched.
Sure life may be hard or full of flaws, but we all have a purpose and reason. Maybe I will rediscover my purpose and make better strides. There is a lot to be happy for but I am struggling.
You all are the reason I keep writing and spreading my message or hope and life.
Don't let someone's negative thoughts on your life overcome it. You were created for more then giving up. You are smart,important and worthy of this life.
So of there is anything you wanna get off your chest or you just want to talk don't be afraid to message me.
