So lately I have been dealing with something very sensitive for me to talk about. I have only now gotten the courage up to talk about it. I never knew such pain until I lost my baby. The fear of losing it and then it happening just sucks. Now I am stuck wondering if there was a reason for me losing it.
My ex and I had our problems but we both wanted a family. Now I am going through this heartache alone. Maybe this is the hardest lesson I have to learn. Knowing you are gonna be a mother is one of the most amazing feelings to feel. Now that it is gone I feel empty.
