"I know you left me. I know you were the first ever to leave me. I usually hear it coming and break it of first. But you were the only one I cared enough about whatever I heard I could never break it off with you. But I never heard it and like a fool in young love I thought it could last.
You didn't choose to leave me -I wouldn't have to be able to hear your thoughts to know that. It was clear in your eyes shining through with truth. No one could deny that. You were what I wanted and I was what you wanted. But now no, not anymore. But maybe you might still fall for me, might love me again but it would all just end the same way, again and again and again.
In ways that would be nice, to see you time after time,love me the same way.
But it would shatter whatever was left of my broken heart.
I couldn't love you like I could before then,not at all. I could never let you know that this had happened times before and if I tried you probably couldn't believe me.
You would be happy when we were in love like that but then it would end. It would always end. It always has too and there is nothing we can do.
We are as powerless as existence and I can do nothing but wish but know what I wish for can never come true.
Maybe it's better never wish but that's the only time we can be together.
Maybe one of these days I can see you again but for now I don't have the strength. But I will.
Anything for you, Jacob"
Queenie xxx
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Forgotten - Queenie Goldstein
FanfictionI know you forgot. But I never could. I never could do anything but remember. There's no one else like you Jacob Kowalski.
