Always // Josh Fanfic

17) My Story

*Josh's POV*

Leaving Chloe was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do, Tyler and I sat on the plane waiting for it to take off. There were delays so we sat there and Tyler was already sleeping he gets really bad anxiety on planes, I texted Chloe

Me: Did you get home safe?

Muffin: No I died on my way there whoops                    I rolled my eyes and laughed

Me: Okay we didn't take off yet I'll call you when we land <3

She read it and didn't reply I started thinking about the scars on her arms and wondered if she would keep doing it while I was gone I quickly texted Jenna telling her to keep Chloe some company for tonight and tomorrow she agreed. I was nervous I don't want her doing that ever again my heart hurts so bad just thinking about why she would have a reason to do that.

*Chloe's POV*

I got home and threw myself on the couch I started thinking about Josh and started crying I'm gonna miss him so much, It was almost  like he sensed I miss him because I got  text from him. When we finished texting a little later Jenna came over, the is gonna be the last time I see her in 4 months. She walked in and I started to wipe my tears "OH Chloe" she ran and hugged me she was crying too we all have been together everyday and going 4 months without each other is going to drive us crazy. But Jenna has to go she's married to Tyler they just got married they didn't have a honey moon so they consider this a honeymoon, I feel bad for Josh though mainly because he's gonna be a third wheel the whole time. Just thinking about that made me laugh, I'm a terrible girlfriend.

Jenna and I cried for a bit then we binge watched some Grey's Anatomy, the whole time I was texting Josh but still watching Jenna kept glancing over at me because I kept giggling. I mean he was saying funny things about Tyler so I had to laugh after a while I think Jenna got annoyed "Chloe who are you texting? And why are they making you laugh so hard?" I said "Nothing" too fast and she got suspicious.

She got offended "Chloe?!" Josh and I made a promise that we wouldn't tell anyone yet so I made up a lie and told her that it was that Dylan guy I met at the club, she smiled "Awe well I'm glad you found someone!!! So when's your next date?" I just smiled and we continued watching. I got up to go get some blankets from my room and left my phone on the table I was on my way back when Jenna yelled "Chloe Josh just texted you" I dropped the blankets and ran to her I jumped on her and grabbed the phone out of her hands she just sat there looking so confused. She turned to me "Why did Josh just text you that he misses you already?" she cocked her eyebrow I started stuttering "Uh uh H-he meant t-that he was uh" I just sighed and gave up "Nothing" I said again. She just sighed and we ended up finishing the second season, we fell asleep after that.

I woke up to my phone buzzing over a million times Jenna woke up too, she went to the bathroom and I opened my phone Twitter was blowing up I scrolled down my timeline and saw pictures of me and Josh holding hands or hugging or him having his arm around me. Apparently clique members have been taking pictures of us lately, I have been mentioned in so many photos and comments. Some were heart warming calling me pretty and complimenting me but a lot of them broke my heart they said things like "She's probably just with him cause he's famous" or the one they said a lot "She's a slut, and a whore she just wants his money what a gold digger". I started crying these people's words are so hurtful, Jenna sat down next to me "Chloe.. I saw I'm so sorry" she hugged me "So you and Josh are dating?" she said smiling I shrugged my shoulder's " don't know actually".  Josh called me apologizing for all of this and I kept telling him that it's not his fault but he kept blaming himself

*A COUPLE HOURS LATER*

I drove Jenna to the airport and we said our goodbyes we sobbed for a little laughed for a little and then we parted ways. I got home and I got really depressed everyone in my life have left me, Josh Jenna and Tyler are half way around the world, Amber lives in California and I'm all alone. I guess I haven't talked about my family a lot well it's cause it just brings back old memories, the other day Josh wanted to know about my older brother Dallas and I never really told him what happened. Well basically my brother and I were the best of friends he always had my back and I always had his I mean yeah we always argued but at the end of the day we still loved each other, the day my mom passed away was the day he ran away.

4 years ago on November 6th my wonderful mother died because some stupid drunk took her life away, my brother couldn't handle this and he ran away I still don't know where he is or if he's still alive. My dad lives in North Carolina we don't talk much and I can't see him because I don't have the money to go visit him but he is the light of my life. We call each other once in a while to see how we are holding up, I love those days. My dad is a special part of my life even though it doesn't seem that way, but I am glad I met Josh, Jenna and Tyler they've really helped me also Amber has been my best friend since 7th grade so she's a big part of my life too.