Always // Josh Fanfic

31) Blasphemy

*Chloe's POV*

Todays going to be the last time I get to be with Josh for a while...Schools starting soon and Josh is still on tour. We all got up pretty early to get to the airport we waited about 30 minutes and I was ready to board

I hugged Tyler tightly and shed a tear "You guys be good okay? NO more injuries I love you" we pulled away he chuckled and wiped his tear.

I hugged Jenna for a while and we swayed back and forth she whispered in my ear "I want all the details about... you know" she referred to that one night in Amsterdam I laughed "Your sick Jenna"

Josh was coming with me so Josh just waved cause he's going to see them in two days anyways, we boarded the plane and my anxiety hit me like a motherfucking truck. I couldn't breathe and I was gasping for air Josh grabbed my hand and sat towards me

 "Chloe baby Chloe deep breaths deep breaths"

 I was staring at the floor I'm so scared

 "Chloe shh just look at me everything will be okay just look..."

 he took my chin and made me stare into his eyes I calmed down but still had a hard time breathing. His voice soothed me and started feeling a bit better,throughout the entire flight Josh wouldn't let go of me he was either holding my hand hugging me or had his arm around me I didn't move much either I was too scared.

 I really don't trust planes I get it from my mom I'm so paranoid my dad always made fun of us, we finally landed and I woke Josh up he fell asleep I couldn't sleep.

He woke up and took a deep breath "You smell that?" he said with a small smile on his face

"Smell what the corn chips?" I said not knowing what he smelt

"No silly American soil" he tapped my nose.

 I laughed "I love you" he said it back and we kissed.

We got off the plane and immediately rushed home I missed Amber so much even though we talked daily. We pulled up to my apartment the whole car ride I was tapping my foot in excitement to see my best friend Josh knew I was excited and as soon as we got out of the car he said "I'll get the bags you go get em tiger".

 I ran up all the stairs to see her I rang the door bell

Oh wait did I mention she doesn't know I'm coming today? No oh well now you know

She opened the door and the look on her face was priceless "CHLOE!" she screamed and jumped onto me we both started sobbing

 "How long are you staying for?! How was travelling the world with Josh?! Oh no did you guys get into a fight?!" she was throwing so many questions at me Josh came by my side with the bags

"She's staying for a while, I hope it was amazing as I thought, and-" he kissed me "Does that answer your question?"

"JOSH!!" she screamed and gave him a hug them she slapped him "Ouch what the hell?" he felt his cheek "That was about Debby!" she said hugging him again.

 I was getting settled in Josh was helping me and Amber was cooking dinner Josh opened my bag that was full of my clothes but mostly my bras he quickly closed it

"Oh uh" he said staggering.

 I laughed and opened it "What? your scared of some bras?" I teased

 "No just uh I-" he scratched the back of his neck I smiled

 "Josh your scared of these but are you scared of these?" I lifted my shirt mid-way and he ran over to me "No No put those away" he laughed putting my shirt down "I'm just not used to it".

I put his arms on my shoulder and pulled him closer to me our lips an inch apart I teased him a little he kept trying to kiss me but I backed away each time he smirked and sighed in defeat then caught me off guard and passionately kissed me we were up against my dresser I pushed him onto my bed and laid on top of him just kissing him little pecks on his cheeks his nose and his forehead I showered him in kisses.

I love him so much I never want to stop kissing him as crazy as that sounds but whenever we kiss the entire world disappears and it's just us two. Amber called us to go eat dinner I got off of Josh and was making my way to the door he got up off the bed and followed me. After dinner we were all pretty tried but Josh went to sleep and Amber and I caught up a little.

She told me that she's crazy for Max and that they are still dating I couldn't help but squeal the entire time I'm so glad she's happy. Amber fell asleep so I went to my room where Josh was laying down, I walked in thinking he was sleeping but he was on his phone catching Pokémon. I laid down next to him and put my head on his shoulder and watched him I couldn't stop staring at him he is so amazing just seeing him get frustrated and then laugh at himself

I know I want to spend the rest of my life with him he means so much to me I really truly love him.

Boi you guys are in for a real treat

hey Kitana <3

Stay alive guys please