Second Thoughts🤔⁉️

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I swear this whole thing is eating me up but for what though? I can't believe I'm really stressing over this like i got better things to be worried about but instead i chose this. Hell yeah bitch what do you mean like I'm about to go see my cousin that i had a sexual encounter with like who does that obviously me if i didn't stop it, and it's so funny though because i feel like god somehow did this to me to either learn a lesson or to put me in my place which i will get to in a minute. But yeah i feel like god knew what i was aiming for and instead of getting me there or bringing my target I'm aiming for closer he made an impossible obstacle in my way for me to crash down into and fail, and i don't know why i felt like that well hell yeah i do. It's because of my depressing ass and my problem with boys today, i been in so called "In love" with a lot of guys i either dated or came close to almost dating like just talking to a guy which ended badly because he either wanted some pictures of me butt ass naked or he was just trying to smash. Which for me was a most depressing time i only felt used like wow these guys don't want me for who i am or for what i can give them no other female can but, only just to use me to fuck and leave. Which i can't also stand again guys are so quick to take your panties off and go in raw in somebody's daughter but don't want nothing to do with her as a person they just see something quick so they could go tell it off to there friends how they "Smashed" and how they "Broke them ankles loose" and it's things like that were it lead me to believe all guys are like this but, only at first until i met this guy.

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