I didn't tell Brittany that i was gonna runaway because i knew she wouldn't let me go. Packing my stuff was the hardest for me i kept looking around the room like i was leaving something so i could stall myself from leaving yet, an abortion or an adoption was far from my mind that was already a no for me i was not gonna give my baby away even though she might have a better chance at life then what i can give or nor kill my baby. I kept asking myself do i really want to leave Ari are you sure this the best for you or the baby? What will god say to me right now he would probably tell me not to runaway and just work out my problem even if i do leave were will i stay and I'm gonna have to get a job to pay for rent and provide for me and the baby. And im not ready for that yet but i don't want to be here and get judged by the people i love i swear i don't know what to do besides ending it all, i kept trying to get a hold of Jamal but still no answer so at this point i iust stopped trying and i just sucked it up and realize what's going on today right here in the present and just sitting here crying, feeling worse for myself by wanting to end it all is doing me no good nor my bady any good. I want to be strong for him or her i want my baby to say one day "I want to be like mom because she's strong and doesn't let anything break her" I maybe a mother at a young age but age is nothing but a number being a good mother has nothing to do with age or wisdom. I got a lot to learn and i know that and i will do whatever it takes to get there even if it means for me to stay which i will do whatever is necessary.
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Crossing Family Boundaries.
ChickLitThis story is based on true events. It's about this 16 year old girl named Ari who thinks the world is against her and how she thinks love will not find her, but little did she know the love she was looking for was hidden deep in a soul of a family...
