Crossing Family Boundaries.

Into The Past🔮💫[PG. 3]

I knew he was mad at me because he didn't speak to me in the morning. He completely ignored me as if i wasn't there he didn't even look my way all he did was just sit on the couch, play on his phone or go outside i think to play with his friends but i knew he was mad but i didn't think he should be like why are you upset that i wouldn't let you continue this insest that is going on your acting as if I'm your girlfriend. Have you forgotten i was your cousin a family member your mom is my aunt which makes her my moms sister and the deeper i continue the family tree the more it gets fucked up, i wanted to slap the dog shit out of him and it pissed me off how he took it upon himself to ignore me like i did him dead dirty like i fucked his best friend which i didn't i don't know his best friend. I really wanted to blab out everything between us and i know your like "Girl y'all don't have nothing between each other but air" but i knew if i were to told anybody about this it would be even worse for me because my mom will hit me with that "You know better" phrase and i swear i hate that. I know every teen has that parent were they just blame it on the "You knew better" phrase instead of your phone and it gets so annoying like yeah but that action i took knew better too parents make themselves look stupid when they say that but, not only will my mom be upset be my whole fucking entire family they would judge me so bad and think very differently of me and not only that my mom will look bad too because i know people will talk about it "Eww i heard her daughter had sexual encounters with her cousin" "I can't beieve they did that" all the criticism and judgment will only just make me feel worse.