Crossing Family Boundaries.

What Have I Done😨😱[PG. 3]

It bothered me that he didn't speak to me the whole ride. I pretty much just kept to myself and looked out the window the whole ride then luckily my cousin texted me i swear she's the best her name is Brittany she's like my best friend i can tell her anything and she tells me anything that's on her mind while i was texting her i put my phone down kept staring out the window and i put my arm on the arm rest and so did he, our arms were touching. So i moved my arm and put it back on my lap then he started to make small talk with me which was weird he started asking me about school, if i had a boyfriend, and etc. It felt weird when he asked me if i had a boyfriend but i didn't pay it know mind i mean it's nothing wrong with somebody wanting to know who there cousin is dating you know for protectional reasons i guess, i then asked him about college and how was it going for him and what he planned on doing next. Our small talk conversation was cool better than i expected we were laughing and just having a good time talking to each other like family was suppose to do we haven't did in a very long time it was amazing i felt like i could tell him anything we finally got to my aunts house no one was there it was just us which made it more awkward. I just sat on the couch and turned the tv on i mean that's all i could do i think he went to the back in his old room to do something i wasn't really paying attention, then he came in the living room and sat right next to me i kept thinking like seriously there's another couch you could have sat on and not to mention you chose to sit directly next to me. After that things escalated rapidly that i forgot were i was and who he was i was not ready for what happens next.