Crossing Family Boundaries.

Ari's Awakening😇✨

Another day i thank god for waking up too you never know if it might be your last, plus It's a few days before Christmas which i am excited about. It's crazy how I'm almost 17 and i still look forward too Christmas even though it's not the same anymore, now I've gotten older the stuff i wanted back then i don't have the cravings for anymore. Don't get me wrong i love Christmas It's that holiday were family members come together share presents, memories, and laughs. My mom told me this year for Christmas we'll go to California to spend time there with my other family i got a lot of aunts and cousins there, were not that close sometimes even the adults don't talk to eact other much until my aunt Gina comes around she seems to make everybody come together as one and sing Kum ba yah which is bullshit to me. My mom only wanted to do this because of grandma she's been sick lately and my mom wanted her to spend Christmas with her all of her grand children, I love my mom she sees the good in people which i don't like, know a days with me people seem like shit and gets shitter by the minute. Boys lie more for no reason, fuckboys become the most attractive but, who wants to be with a fuckboy right? Boys cheat, you lose friends, people become fake, hoes wanting to get slapped and killed. Why should i complain though it's not like i got a boyfriend or know someone who likes me, I'm ugly and unattractive which i can see but know one else can they always say "Oh girl stop your pretty as fuck" or "You'll find someone for you someday" I hate when people tell me that. To me It's like your only saying this just because your my friend or family but, i do have my days were i would think i am pretty but then I'll see some girls that are like hella pretty and get hella jealous immediately.