Crossing Family Boundaries.

Ari's Awakening😇✨ [PG. 2]

I'm going through this phase were i screenshot a lot of shit off the internet to motivate me somehow. I swear i act like i been there before knowing i just wish i have so i can be able to say "Yeah i been there before" My life is depressing as hell believe it or not. Sometimes i like to fantasize about me and this tall white guy with tattoos but he's this good guy who can turn into a bad guy if he had too kind of guy which is hella sexy. Me and my imaginary husband which his name was either Danny or Scotty i could never chose because they both sound sexy but, we live in this medium size to small house with nice white and black furniture. I would usually fantasize me and him having mad sex like were fucking non stop, me moaning daddy real loud only in my fantasy which i wish was true, my imaginary husband was like this person i would want to marry for real i have always been attracted to white guys in particular it's just something about them that just turns me on automatically. I moslty like them for the way they talk, people swear I'm racist just because i'm attracted to only white guys which they assume, but i date black guys too only if there lightskin i don't want to date someone the same skin tone as me. Plus these black guys now a days talk so reckless and disrespectful they like to call females out of there name, always trying to shoot somebody up, and just don't have a care in the world and i don't like that i wish my man would call me out of my name i bet you he won't see another daylight again. I swear i hate when another guy wants to either hit a girl or be disrespectful towards one it's like you always claim to be a man and this and that but, last time i checked a man fights his woman through words not hands.