End my everlasting suffering,
I fall too weak and selfish,
I cease to play lifes game,
End this torturous longing.
I who hold the choice,
Cannot choose either of my options,
For they are both so awfully painful,
I beg you please hear my voice.
End my hopelessness and regret,
They surround me close like a shadow,
Consuming my mind and needs,
I sometimes wish we never met.
I picture a lake full of aqua clear water,
Beaming and dazzling in the sunlight,
As we sit peacefully gazing into its calling,
Please rid me of these distant memories.
I wish to be revived,
Just a blank empty canvas,
Awaiting the ink of creation,
Please I beg let me be reborn.
But wishes are just fairytale,
Prayers are just thoughts,
Then feelings come unwanted,
And so I am just numb.
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The Cloud That Weighs Upon My Head. (Poetry)
Şiir•My Mind Is Fogged With Hate And Misery, Eating Away At Every Cell And Emotion. Why Not Share These Twisted Thoughts In The Form Of Poetry?• ~~"My heart has let you in, never to let you out, and so it breaks me everyday your love I can't live withou...
