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Chapter twentyone

'It's getting late Carl you should go home' Beatrice suggested to Carl. Cal shook his head. They were all seated on a lounge and Mickey was asleep with his head on Bea's lap. Bea rested her head on Carl's shoulder. He held her hand and rested his head against her. Soon enough Carl was asleep and yet again Bea was awake. She kept on thinking of all those times sam was there for her. They were the closest, and the rest of her siblings were more like children that the two eldest looked after. That's why Beatrice really respects Fiona because she knew how hard it is to raise your siblings. She saw nurses rush to rooms and go in and see patients, people come in and do what Bea did a few hours ago.

She stayed awake until 4am when a nurse came into the waiting room. 'Rivet?' The nurse called out and Bea stood up shaking Carl and Mickey awake. They all got up and followed the nurse. 'He's out of surgery but he is in a medically induced coma, he should wake up in a few hours. If he doesn't we will change his condition. A nurse will check his vital signs every 5 hours or call a nurse if anything happens.' The nurse told them all as she arrive at his room.

Beatrice walked in and started crying. 'Hey sam, I know you can hear me. I love you and thank you for always being there for me. Your my rock, you and me basically raised those kids and now we don't even see them. I'm sorry for letting you down and going to juvie. But I dont care about anything that you've ever done I just want you to wake up' Beatrice cried as she held sam's lifeless hand.

A nurse walked in. 'Sorry but only one visitor is allowed to stay. Two need to leave tomorrow visiting hours start at 9:00am and go to 7:00pm' the nurse informed as he left. Mickey came over and gave Beatrice a massive hug. 'I love you and I'll try to come tomorrow' Mickey said kissing her head. Mickey walked over to Sam and ruffed his hair up. Carl came over and hugged Bea. 'It's okay baby, I'll come tomorrow after work. Get some rest' Carl kiss her forehead and walked over to Mickey who was currently waiting at the door. They both took one last look at sam and Bea before they left.

Beatrice pulled up a chair and laid her head on Sam's stomach. Her hand rested over his as she continued to cry. She texted Carl.

Bea😻👑 - hey. Tomorrow if you come could you bring me some clothes like a few days worth. Thanks x

Carl🖤👅- yeah sure princess xxxx

Bea put her phone on charge on the table next to Sam. She laid back down and closed her eyes feeling exhausted from the day. She woke up to the nurse knocking on the door checking on Sam. Beatrice got up and moved to the seat by the window. She grabbed her phone and went to the bathroom. Beatrice looked in the mirror. She looked horrible. She checked her phone for messages which she had none. 6:57am. 'Great 1 hours sleep, that's enough' Beatrice muttered to herself.

Beatrice walked out of the bathroom and saw the nurse leaving. Beatrice sat there for about an hour. 'Sam, I love you and I know this is corny but I do want you to fight. I know sometimes it's hard and I know your strong but it's okay if you want to let go. I can live with Mickey I'll make sure the kids are okay. I'll get a job and be responsible. I'll do everything that you do. If you  want to leave you can but just know I love you. It's going to be okay, and it's okay to let go' Beatrice cried a little. Carl walked to the side of the bed Beatrice was on for his original position of the door. Beatrice stood up. 'It's okay to let go' she cried one more time. Suddenly the heart monitor started beeping fast and nurses ran in. The monitor flat lines and Beatrice started crying really hard. A nurse put her hand on Beatrice's back and escorted her and Carl out of the room. So many things were happening. Nurses and doctors shouting orders and things Beatrice nor Carl understood. Bea just stood there, her face as white as a ghost and all of her tears used up. Carl was mortified but knew that if he held Bea close enough she just might feel like she can make it.

A few minutes later the doctors stopped yelling. Beatrice cringed at the thought. The nurses and doctors all came out of the room, heads down. Mickey and the Gallagher's came running through the doors. Beatrice stood up and walked over to the nurse that stood making sure Beatrice was out of the room. 'I'm sorry miss Rivet, but your brother has passed away.We are sorry for your loss' the nurse said. The nurse kept on talking but Bea couldn't hear everything was slowing down. Beatrice ran into the room where Sam's lifeless body laid. She dodged nurses and doctors that were trying to stop her. Beatrice finally reached his side and grabbed his hand, 'it's okay sam, I forgive you and I love you' Beatrice said. A strong male nurse dragged Beatrice out of the room. Mickey grabbed Beatrice in his arms. They stood their crying together. Beatrice lost her big brother, her light, her rock but also her guardian.