Chapter twentytwo

78 3 0
                                    

3:42pm 2 days 4 hours 29 minutes since sam passed away. Every time Bea looks at the clock and sees 11:03 on the clock she relives the pain all over again. She does every second but putting a time on it makes it worse. Since she came home she hasn't left bed besides going to the bathroom 4 times and getting food from the kitchen that would last her forever. She laid in bed, light off, windows shut covers over her body. She wore one of Sam's tops that she would sleep in sometimes before he passed, now it's all she wore besides underwear. Mickey moved in so he could monitor Beatrice and make sure she wasn't hurting herself. Sometimes he would come in and they would cuddle, in a brotherly way. Mickey was always her cousin but he felt like a brother. Mickey and Mandy were more like siblings, Bea didn't really speak to the other milkovichs. Carl often came but when he realised that she wouldn't speak that's when he would get mad and storm off. Mickey would yell at Carl outside Beatrice's room after he hears Carl get mad and say things Mickey hated. Mickey was about to bash Carl but he heard Beatrice crying. He kicked Carl out and went to talk to Bea.

Mandy even came around, Beatrice sat up and gave her a hug. Mandy, Mickey and Bea laid all next to each other quietly all thinking to themselves. Carl came around for a third time and Bea told him to leave. Carl got so mad.

Flashback~

'Leave Carl I can't do this' Bea whispered.
'So you finally speak TO YOUR BOYFRIEND AND YOU TELL ME TO LEAVE. YOUR SUCH A BITCH, I CANT DO THIS GO FUCK YOURSELF BEATRICE. I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE' Carl screamed and stormed out of the house.

Mickey didn't scream or yell this time he just went to see Bea who was a mess.

~5 days later~

Bea was almost back to normal. She would get out of bed and still miss sam but she got on with life. She hasn't talked to Carl since the fights 5 days ago but she has to the rest of the Gallagher's. Beatrice was over at the Gallagher's to mind liam when everyone was out. Sammie and chucky came in. 'Look who it is that bitch of a neighbour, taking care of MY brother. You know why this is great chuckle?' Sammie asked her mentally challenged son. 'No?' He responded confused like always. 'It's good because soon someone is going to knock her up and everyone will leave her because no one truely loves her after her brother died' Sammie says. Beatrice did say anything though she did hear it all. 'Shut the fuck up about my girl okay just because people care about her and frank only wanted you for a liver that he now has doesn't mean you'll be here forever' Carl said coming from nowhere. Sammie stormed off somewhere with chuckie. Beatrice just went to the kitchen and made liam a sandwich. 'Thanks' Beatrice said quietly to Carl who was now sat at the stools with liam in front of him. 'No problem' carl responded.

Beatrice finished making the sandwich and gave it to liam. 'Go eat that on the lounge my brother' Carl told liam and the young child did so. 'Look about what I said-' Carl stated but Bea cut him off, 'it's fine I get it, not the first time someone tricked me when I'm just a rebound.' She stated.
'No your not, I actually do care about you. And I like you a lot. I know we didn't break up but I felt so lonely and so guilty that I could say those horrible words to someone so nice and beautiful. I don't know if it was something I just said cause I was mad at Sammie and Fiona and basically every woman in my life besides you or that I though I deserved for Mickey to beat the shit out of me. But their is no excuse for it. Please forgive me I just want my princess back?' Carl pleaded. Beatrice lightly smiled and gave Carl a passionate kiss.

The rest of the afternoon Carl and Bea cuddled on the lounge with liam laid on both of them. They all fell asleep watching the wiggles. Fiona and lip arrived home together and saw the three cuddled up. She took a photo of them before kissing them all on the heads and taking liam to his bed. When the two realised liam was gone they snuggled closer together. Carl placed his arms tightly around Beatrice making sure he wouldn't let her go, ever, Besides when they woke up and dinner was ready. 'Bea let's sleep over at yours tonight' Debbie said and Bea nodded. The two left after dinner and went straight to bed.

Bea and Debbie woke up at 8:00am. The two made some eggs and bacon. Debbie was talking about holly and how they are becoming friends again. Bea was confused but didn't care. They went to the arcade and played one games before going to this place Bea found that she called 'separation passage'. It was just out of south side in some forestry park. There was a clearing in the trees that people attached lights and lanterns to. No one was there but they were going to go hang there some other night when other people were there. Debbie went back to the Gallagher house and Bea went to hers.

Bea went around to mickeys to check on him since Yesterday Ian ran off with mickeys baby and Mickey was a mess.
'Hey Mickey how you doing?' Bea asked kissing him on his head. 'I miss Ian, I want him and the baby back' Mickey said with his voice cracking. Bea picked up all the empty beer cans and bottles. She also emptied all the ash trays. 'He will be back soon and so will your little one okay?' Bea assured. Beatrice hugged Mickey. 'I...I love him' Mickey said. 'Look at that street rat Mickey actually does have feelings' Beatrice joked. 'Shut up' Mickey laughed

AssumedWhere stories live. Discover now