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Chapter thirtythree

A/n: trigger warning depression and suicide is included in the chapter. READ AT YOUR OWN  RISK.

Bea and Debbie finally got to the prison after a long train ride and bus ride. They walked into the office, Bea like normal and Debbie on edge and freaking out. 'Oh here's this in case you need it' Bea said handing Debbie a fake i.d in Fiona's name but Debbie's face. Debbie smirked and they went into registration. Beatrice and Debbie were sat at a booth with a phone. Carl walked in with longer hair and a different walking style. He walked over to the booth and smiled at the two. Debbie went first, she said how that family was and asked how he was.

Then gave the phone to Bea. 'Hey baby you okay? I heard what happened' Carl said softly. Bea just nodded. 'I've finshed my second year and put in all my applications, I'm almost done my third year' Bea said changing the subject. 'Wow babe I'm so proud of you' Carl said smiling. 'Aye and keys says hi he's my bro now and we beat up chuckies group and your ex-boyfriend Wayward' Carl said laughing. 'Stay out of trouble okay I miss you you have like 10 more months' Bea said sadly he just nodded. He put his hand pup to the window and so did Bea. 'Times up' the guard called. 'I love you be safe stay out of trouble remember what I said a few months ago' Bea told Carl as she and Debbie blew kisses to Carl and walked out along with him. Bea smiled at his and he smiled back. You could see the pain in both of their eyes from being separated.

The two girls got back home 3 hours later and sat on the couch. It was 3:00pm and Bea was helping Debbie with her schoolwork and assignments. Then liam came home and Debbie went to boxing.

-5 months later-

Beatrice was really depressed. Just finished her 4th year of high school but chose to get her award sent to her in the mail. She was really depressed and hasn't talked to Debbie or any of the Gallagher's. She didn't go to the alibi since Kev and V didn't need her. She didn't want to be alive she had no one. She lost touch with Mandy and can't bare to see Carl or Mickey in prison. She had enough. She wrote a note addressing everything And texted Ian.

Bea💎🔪- I'm so sorry, I love you all but I just can't anymore xx

Ian🍊🌚- bea don't! I love you x

Bea didn't read his message she just laid down on mickeys bed and took all the pills in her bottle. About 5 at a time. She laid down and shed a tear. She missed everyone and no one needed her. Her vision started to fade and she got sleepy. Ian came running and and grabbed her. He called 911 and took her to the bath room. He tried to get her to vomit but the tablets were already in her stomach. The ambulance got there and she was in critical condition. They got her to emergency and pumped her stomach. Ian called everyone he knew that cared about Bea. Kev and V and there kids, all the Gallagher's. Ian even called Mandy but she didn't answer.

4 hours later and Bea was about to wake up. Ian reached into his pocket and got out the note. 'Hey guys can I read the note she left?' Ian asked and everyone gathered around and nodded.

'Hey everyone,
I want to start off with thankyou. Thank you guys for everything that you have done for me, the Gallagher's, Kev and V, the milkovichs and anyone else. I'm sorry I have to do this and I know most of you will be mad. Yes I had a chance to get out of south side and make something of my life. But at what cost. I have basically no family, none of you guys need me anymore, and I would have been alone. I decided not to tell you guys but I have finished high school and I'm sorry I gave up on myself. I don't wish you tell Carl when he is in juvie. Please tell him I loved him so much and I just couldn't deal with it anymore. Tell Mickey he's been the only light in my life on most days. Fiona I give you a lot of credit because I raised 5 kids since I was born really and keep protecting everyone for me please. Kev and V thank you for treating me like your child and helping me make some money look after the two girls for me and make sure they do something with their life. Lip, stay out of trouble and don't give up on college, your smart you'll make it. Ian, sorry for making you take the text but you understand and I'm sorry that you do. Debbie, I love you so much keep working with school and get a good job your smart enough and never let a guy mistreat you. Carl I love you make me proud. Liam, I'm sorry buddy, you remind me so much of my younger brothers and sisters and I want you to learn and be smart and always treat people right. Mandy, I love you as my own sister you've always been there when I haven't been there for you. I lie you all and it's none of your fault. It's myself and my shitty DNA. Stay true to who you are and love everyone else around you. Lots of love Beatrice Rivet xx' Ian read off the price of paper. Everyone was in tears and Ian barely made it through the letter. 'Rivet? She's awake' a nurse called out. Everyone jumped up and ran to her room.

There Beatrice was laying barely opening her eyes. She didn't die, but she did become herself again.