A Recollection Of The Heart

Him, Somewhere

I see his face everywhere

It lurks in the shadows of someone else's features

I had a dream that he held me and damn if it didn't seem real, it was like a dream inside a dream

As soon as I turned to kiss his lips

The dream tore me from his touch

I cried that night from almost touching my personal piece of perfection

I've never seen his face but I know who he is, its him, my lover, my husband, the key to my heart

But I know he is out there somewhere making promises to some woman, who I'm sure is a nice person, but I'm sorry lady he is mine.

I'm sure he stops singing in the shower in the middle of his favorite verse

because my soul sends a shiver he can't ignore across his chest

He feels my arrival in his heart and he can't grasp the way he yearns for my touch

I'm patient but my dreams torture me with letting us experience all that our love

Is only to never let me look in his eyes.

Last night he whispered that he has loved me forever, he said our souls have been together since the beginning and he is so glad I finally let him in my subconscious

I go to kiss him and I'm surprised to not be taken away

Instead he pulls me in deeper

Making my head spin

This is too real

I'm suffocating

But my lungs have never breathed better air

I wrap myself around him and felt us falling

Together

I'm afraid but he says come find me

I wake up

I didn't cry that night

Because I know my one and only waits for me

Somewhere...