A Recollection Of The Heart

Fear pt.1

I'm pretty sure I know what I feel for him

But the first stage of grief is denial

And I'm grieving for this inevitable heartbreak

I feel my heart beating to the sound of his voice and my mind can't catch up

Fear clings to my mouth

Daring me to say anything remotely close to how I feel

My pride holds a knife to my neck threatening my honesty

I can't let my guard down

Because you look like the last intruder just a different shade of wrong

My heart is begging me to thaw it out but I found out it quickens the healing process if you are frozen.

Love is so delicate and dangerous.

It gives you pleasure and pain and depending on who you love you might confuse the two.

I want to be down for him but I can't

Out of fear that he is the wrong one.

How many times do I have to fail to succeed at finding you Mr. Right?