Knowing you have found someone else, rips me apart at the core. I no longer want to step outside into an earth where there's you that exists without me. When I see you next I don't think I will be able to turn away without a storm filling my eyes. I will sit here and live through this agony just so I can see a smile upon your face. Because you are my motivation. I've been waking up every morning for the past weeks because I know you do too. And if you can live through each day without me. I guess that's something I'm going to learn how to do. As long as you're happy. As long as you're happy I'll find some little way to keep breathing. I just know that I am going to now be devoured by the darkness again. I just want you to know, I love you so. And darling even though we are away, just promise me you won't forget about me any day. And if you ever find your way back to me, I won't hesitate to let you back in. I will forever be whatever I can in your life. Just as long as I'm in it.
