Love And War ♡ {ON HOLD}

flashback

Ty'ainna
After what feels like hours, I'm finally back to my home. I missed my daddy a lot, and I was just glad to be home.
The car ride was nothing but awkward.
We wouldn't even glance at each other. It's just, you can feel the heavy tension in the air between us.
I don't know what I was thinking last night with Corrin, because obviously I was just a fucking one night stand, or his last fuck and duck with me.
Honestly, it's whatever. Yeah, I slept with him and told each other that we still loved each other but what the hell. Half the shit humans say are lies anyways.
I've only been in Florida for about half a year or something like that, and I still haven't warmed up to it. There's just too much drama and we came to get away from that.
I'm surprised my past hasn't caught up with me yet...
My thoughts are interrupted by my dad pulling me into a bear hug as soon as I walk through the door.
"I missed you so much, Daddy," I say muffled into his chest while I shed a few tears.
He kissed my forehead, "I missed you to, Pumpkin."
I wiped my tears and went up stairs to take a shower and relax. I didn't want to deal with anybody's bullshit.
I lied back onto my bed and decided to do another recap on my life.
**Flashback**
"Arrghh. Yes, right there," the random man moaned into the sex filled air. Once we climaxed, I got my money and put my clothes back on and walked out the cheap motel.
"Aye, Mami, lemme hit that real quick," Daquan, a frequent customer, whistled at me as a crossed the street to my ratted up apartment.
I rolled my eyes and kept walking. I was really started to get tired of this.
I felt dirty.
"Bitch, you better get yo hoe ass back here." I heard his footsteps mimicing mine. So, I started to pick up the pace which in return, so did he. I ran and ran till he finally caught up with me and pushed me in a alley.
"Should've listened the first time i called you, then you wouldn't be in this position," he growled in my ear and started unbuttoning his belt.
Once he was finished ramming inside me, he zipped up his pants and spit on me. Like full on loogie.
"Stupid ass slut. Exactly why you ain't getting paid this time," Daquan said then planted a kiss behind my ear.
I got up and tears started falling as a walked home.
Never did I ever feel this dirty.
I felt worthless.
Cheap.
Done.
Not only was Daquan a "frequent customer" he was also my one and only best friend.
Was anyways.
Yeah, he was under the influence but I don't give fuck.
He raped me.
I unlocked the door to my apartment and saw my dad sprawled across the floor with alcohol bottles surrounding him.
"Dad!" I shouted at him.
In reply, I got a gurgle like sound.
I sighed heavily, and went up to my room and cried.
No bawled myself to sleep.
The next morning, I was awoken by my dad busting through my door actually looking handsome and cleaned up for once.
He ran over to me with tears of joy in his eyes and hugged me.
"Dad? What's wrong!?"
He sniffled, "Ty' were moving. Finally moving out the slumps to a nice condo in Florida!!" He cheered.
I was in shock. I wanted to know how and why but I simply didn't care. I hugged my dad back with much force and started to pack. Everything else was being shipped to our condo.
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Life in Florida was great. The first few months we stayed on low, so I was home schooled my sophomore year. Which was all because I gave birth to a baby girl named, Amour. In French, "Mon Amour" means my love, so yeah. Putting Mon or Mi wouldn't go so i just stuck with Amour Isabelle Rivers - Carmello.
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I sighed.
Remembering all those details from the previous years really struck a piece of my heart.
Despite all the shit that happened in my old "home" i still missed everyone. Daquan too.
Yeah, he raped me. Made me give birth to his daughter and betrayed me. I still loved and missed him, as my best friend.
I just felt like he was there for me, rather than the people that are here now.
Cough cough, Chres.
I still wonder how we got this place.
My dad gambled and all but I don't think he could have won this much money?
Little did I know, they were coming for us....
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Heeeyy guuuiisseee.
Just a little filler kinda of background chapter.
Now you know what happened in her past.
And yes, Amour was put up for adoption and she will be in another chapter and so will Daquan.
Sorry, for the wait!!
bout that busy life (; sikeeeee
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Peace to the Middle East,
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