JUNIOR
My face turned red hot as I read the papers. All 3 came back negative, I wasn't the father. I wasn't so much torn by Kyson not being my child more relieved I didn't have to tell him that shit. But Jaycin & Jamela, that shit hurt me to my soul. I couldn't help but shead tears, I haven't even cried since my mother's passing years ago. I pressed my gas headed towards home, I balled up Kyson test & put it in my glove compartment & then pressed for home.
" What you doing ?" Melanie says as I began to pack my shit.
" Get the fuck away from me Mel" I say trying to control my anger.
" Where you going Junior? " She says snatching my bag away from me.
" Give me my shit, I'm not fucking with you tonight Mel !" I snap at her, snatching my bag back.
" You get on my nerves it's always something with you Junior !" She says.
" Bitch, You a fucking hoe ! A liar & you just dirty as hell ! Everything I told you about my past relationships, & you do this shit to me, fuck out my face bruh" I snap.
" What the fuck are you talking about ?" She says.
I pull the results out of my pocket & throw them at her.
" Oh my god " is all she says.
" Yeah & I know you been fucking Todd too, so them his kids you got me rasing ?" I respond.
" Ju - Junior, I -I ummm...." she stutters
" D-d-d-d - shit the fuck up " I say mocking her.
" I'm sorry Junior, please don't go" she says grabbing my arm.
" Man let me go, I'm done with this shit " I say snatching away.
" Junior ! I love you, I'm so sorry " She says breaking into tears.
" Nahh, you love Todd, you said it your self in them messages, you don't even respect this marrage, sending pictures of yourself to him & expect me to stay ? You dumb man, fuck outta here " I say walking off.
" What about the kids ? " She says.
I didn't have an answer, so I just kept walking. After I got most of my things, I pressed for Demetria house.
" Hey unc " Demetria says as I walk in.
" Hey, where Jaycin & Jamela ?" I say, trying to hide my mood.
" Upstairs sleep " she says.
" I'm getting them & I'm heading out " I say jogging up.
I just stood & stared at them. All I could see was Todd nose & ears in them both
How the hell was I so blind ?
On the way over, I thought about just leaving them completely, since they ain't mine. Seeing their face changed my mind, I sat & watched them grow & spent time with them & I love them with all my heart. I can't just walk out of their life.
I woke up Jaycin.
" Hey daddy " he says rubbing his sleepy eyes.
" Hey lil man, go get your shoes & stuff so we can go " I say to him.
" We going home ? I thought we was spending the night." He says.
" We going to the hotel to get in the pool, we can come back over tomorrow " I say to him, as I start to get sleeping Jamela dressed.
