KASHMIR
Again Demetria and I were having an argument, this time over what she wanted.
" Demetria come on now, I told you already I'm in love with you & I want you to be mines, really you already mines, but I feel like you playing w/ my feelings, it's either you my girlfriend or I'mma walk, I'm tired of this you being confused shit, cause it's been going on to long, you should know what you want already.
" Kash, I got feelings for you, but...it's so much going on right now, and I --- just don't have time to...." She says before I cut her off.
" Time for what ? A relationship ? Time for me ? How I'm supposed to know what you going threw ? You don't even fucking talk to me about shit. I really feel like you stick around & call me when you want some dick or some stuff for KJ, that's all our conversations been about lately, like I feel like I'm giving you my all, and you just giving me half of you." I explained
" Kashmir you know you mean more to me, and you know I'm perfectly capable of taking care of Kylee by myself, so that's not the deal....I'm just scared to give my all to you." She says.
" Scared of what ? Kyson, cause from what I heard he got a whole notha bitch now, he ain't worried about you, look answer my question man, you my girlfriend or you want me to walk ?" I asked.
" This ain't got nothing to do with him, I don't care about him anymore....I'm scared cause I know your type, I dated your type... Kyson I'm not gone sit here and act like you didn't lie to me about so much shit in the past. How I'm supposed to sit here and act like I trust you." She says.
" I know & I apologize for our past so many fucking times, I'm sorry Demetria....I swear to god I haven't lied bout shit since then.... fr answer me, My girlfriend or you want me to walk ?" I asked again.
" Kash...I don't know." She says.
Her response just boiled up all my feelings and pissed me off.
" Fuck it. I'll just walk then, im just wasting time with you so I'mma move on." I said standing, I kissed Kylee cheek, sat her in Demetria lap and then left her home.
JULIAN
I walked in my bed room after a long day of work and I was exausted, I kicked off my shoes and then stretched out across my bed. I layed there for about 10 minutes and went into my closet to get me something to wear after I get out the shower. When I walked in my closet all Nicey stuff was gone. I didn't even dial her number, I just went to my location and searched her phone, we both had that on our phones when we got married .
I put my shoes back on & then went to her location.
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" What the fuck is this ?" I asked walking up to Nicey who was taking boxes out of her trunk.
" Julian not today....I'm not gone just keep staying there like we in a happy fucking home, I need space.
" What the hell we gone tell the twins when they get home from basketball practice? " I asked.
" I'mma tell them I moved out, simple. We not talking about babies here Julian the twins will be in high school next year, they understand what the hell going on." She replied.
" Nicey, I feel like you not giving me a chance to fix this...I don't want you to moved out, I can barely sleep without you and I'm exhausted right now." I responded.
" Why did you cheat? I wasn't a good enough wife ? You give me answers and then I may consider it, other than that, leave me alone." She says
" Nicey, you are a perfect wife & I can't see myself with no other woman....it was the dumbest mistake I ever made and I wanna fix us." I cooed
