~Poem Book~

He called me Crazy

Click, Click

Sit, Sit

Man of my dreams for 8 Years.

One of my only fears.

Losing this man, to defensive steer.

Click, Click

Sit, Sit

Crush tells her to come here,

Shake, shake

No, no.

Interruption, to and fro.

Refuse to get up, sit right back down.

He comes over,

Hound, hound, hound.

Count to three,

one, 

two,

three,

Swoop down, and grabs her only screen.

Sister cries, Crush shouts, I can't make it out.

I do something I would never do,

I Tackled my crush, woohoo.

Grab for the screen, Oh so mean, Sister sobs, and watches me.

Fight that happens, nobody cares.

Middle of the night, darkness stares.

Wrestle for the screen, Sister is keen,

She wants her life back, Won't stop the strife.

Demand, Demand

Hand, in hand,

Kick, punch, Kick, Crotch

Fight hard, Smack, kick,

Crush tells her to go upstairs.

Sister goes, Ipod doesn't,

I get mad, and keep on fighting.

Punch, Kick, Screaming, Gaslighting,

All in the same, Mom wakes up in Vain.

Comes downstairs, "Whats going on?"

One word said, "Nothing, Mom."

Mom requests calm, Crush angered.

He gives the screen back, me and sister rush upstairs.

She cries, and cries, for the moment is coming.

She goes to the bathroom, leaving me to think.

"I Attacked my love, he probably hates me so." 

Yet, I left my mouse pad downstairs, went to get it, but no.

Stopped at the top step, listening in,

Just a few words, make me spin and spin.

"I never knew she was so annoying, she was kicking and attacking me, She's crazy!"

Those words clicked, into place, Broke my heart, like an iron mace.

Backed away from the steps, tears in my eyes, Run into the room, cry and cry.

Sobs of pain, sobs of tears, wishing that nobody was here.

Talking continues, Sister comes back, asks whats wrong, has no regrets.

Sobbing, shaky, So upset, Words I speak, Shy and upset.

"Crush...Call..Me..Crazy.."

With those words spoken, As I felt hazy,

All I saw from the pillow, was my sister running.

Sobbing loudly, all i hear,

Is shouting from downstairs far and near.

Does he love me, is all i think, I roll over, and feel like I sink.

Sister comes back, Crush with her, She shouts at her brother for making me feel so alarmed.

"You hurt her, You hurt her soul, She has loved you forever, and now there is a hole."

He speaks words of truth, Sounding Sorry, "I Didn't mean to hurt her feelings."

I heard these words,

I cry every time,

All I can dream about,

Is this Boy of Mine.

Does He love me?

Does he hate me?

I can't think, Just of that.

Fresh in my mind.

My crush,

Hush, hush, Little one,

You must feel hazy, Because

He called me Crazy.