~Poem Book~

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Passion never gone,

The story won't be gone,

It's my dream, No homework, beautiful as the rise of dawn.

Turns out I was just a pawn,

In this game of chess.

What a mess, what a mess! 

Everywhere stuff scattered my desk.

So early in the morning, Never have i woken up this early!

My hair, my hair, I wish it would stop being curly.

Brush my teeth, get dressed, grab the toast, Oh, there's the van!

Grab my bag, my fan, head onto the new demand.

Soon we arrive, tall it stands, the building 

three floors high. I'm excited,

I think i may cry, I run up the steps so fast, I can't even sigh.

Literally, someone says my name, it spreads around quick as a flame

other then that, In a room alone,

I'm a bit shy, I don't feel at home.

Hesitantly introduced, 

and so i was seduced.

Every other day, I got hit.

Chairs, biting, kicks.

Don't forget, they also licked,

Oh, now I'm covered with spit.

Most were nice, others were mean,

I overreacted a bit....was grabbing the neck not serene?

They think I'm a fiend, I cry in the trial of denial,

Running outside, they probably wrote it on my file.

My last day,

In heaven's hell,

I broke down,

There goes my crown.

I say words I don't mean,

I defend myself,

they ignore my pleas.

She says I'll be back,

I've finally made a friend,

Just when things go nicely,

My rise becomes my descent.

Kicked out was stated, banned, no more.

Dreams are shattered forever more.

I can't express this in a paragraph,

Not can i show proof with a Photograph,

My actions were wrong,

it felt like a sad song.

I am obsessed,

I miss it now, like a family cress.

My one chance to get away,

from mindless computer screens all day.

It was gone, it was hopeless,

I will never make a friend,

I will never have social experience

It's like an all out war of factions

I'm sorry, I want to go back, It won't leave my mind,

I'm out of my head,

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