~Poem Book~

The Truth is a Lie that the Darkness Tells

Around me, one by one, it seems they fade into the darkness.

The people I encounter, the friends I meet.

Some are drowned in an inescapable dark sea,

While others are rising into eternal glory.

Some are falling into the abyss of Tartarus.

While others are pulled into the taste of nothingness.

I look around me, look once, look twice.

I repeat this look.

However, I give it a new look.

A different measure, a different taste.

A world hidden from sight, a world I'd want to see.

This may be the start of something that will never end, but in the end, never will we know.

I seem to look around and nobody ever notices.

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I'm sinking into eternal depth into this hole in the ground.

It's very deep.

I cannot see the bottom.

It's a pit of hell, but I've jumped in of my will.

I'm looking for love, even in this blinded dark.

I wish for trust, trust nobody can see, just trust.

It won't be said, only given, say it in actions.

I'll try.

I'll dye it.

I'll dye it black.

Someday, you'll be here with me, in this pit.

We can hold hands, and fall together.

I wish for that...trust.

I cannot believe, as one would see, what you've done.

Utterly disgraceful, it seems we're done.

Though we split paths, one leads into another.

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Sometimes I walk through the night and look at the sky.

I'll look up at the moon, and I see Satan smiling back at me.

I try my best to be, the monster i'm not.

I'll try for you, i'll try for me.

Even if you never look at me again, I keep walking on.

Everything I want to change, Everything I secretly want,

it all, i want it all the fade away.

If emotions could disappear, i'd be the first one to volunteer.

This world is so much, and I try to exist in it.

I have the world and possibly society against me.

You know you'll be at my side, even if I don't try.

When i don't have my sword, I'll slice the pain in half.

I'll keep it intact, I'll try to save you, I'll try to be a hero.

Let's go together, let's be by our sides.

I seem like a monster, maybe I do.

I'm a fallen angel, one who looks at you.

I seem to bow to you.

I'll keep my strength, I'll keep my pride.

So let's go along, and prove my words not lies.

I'll try to help you as much as I can, 

It may seem like I don't understand.

All I want to do is smile, I want to help you and prove not the lies existing.

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