~Poem Book~

Conquer time, My choices are mine.

Sometimes do you see the things I've imagined once?

Times I wish i could redo it all,

Times I wish I could take and replace?

However, that's not possible.

I've proven it, in ways more then one.

The solution to my issue is not the latter itself, because I tried so hard, and my life just falls apart.

When I put my heart and soul into my choice, It reminds me forevermore.

That i cannot undo the choices I made in the recent past once more.

If i can't change the past though, I can be the future.

Even if I made another bad choice, I still have a chance in the future to change that.

Many more opportunities await me to prove that I'm not the enemy that everyone sees me as.

Many times I have been faced with the crimes and repent of my choices that the people remind me of daily now.

However I look into the eyes of one who cried, and then I'll see who gave up their life, tried to die.

I live for them, the people that once died.

So i could take my life into my own hands, if I just tried.

In the past, so many things happened, and I wish I could undo them all.

I can't though, and I'm forced to walk forward and be in the spotlight i didn't previously want.

Can't i use this spotlight as my guide though? It'd be better if i shined it down and pressed pause.

The things in the past that happened are here, and forever will haunt.

As long as I stay calm and press forward, I cannot do anything i choose not to do.

I'm my own hero, in my own loss.

It's effective of my choice.

I try to be the person who helps, and well that fails.

However, I know that if I got one more chance, I'd do it right.

So let's do this.

Take it to the future now.