Ch. 14
It was Saturday. I didn't really have any friends still, but Hannah was going out with Alexandra, and I didn't want to ruin her fun. She began to argue in worry...
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"Just go, she's your best friend," I groaned, trying to hide the seed of lonliness taking root in the pit of my stomach. I really didn't want to ruin her fun. I didn't want to be clingy. But dear god I'm so clingy. But only towards her.
"But I'm gonna be leaving you here by yourself! And I don't want anything to happen," Hannah replied, placing her hand on her hip.
I watched as her hip tilted out and up to hold the hand in place. I smiled inwardly. More small things.
"I'll be fine. I'll just call Payden and see if he can come!" I suggested. Hannah rolled her eyes and gave a big huff.
"Fine. But if you don't have anyone to keep you company, you call me and I'll come back home! Okay?" she said.
I nodded. "Yeah. I'll do that."
"Thank you." She smiled and placed a kiss on my lips. Her lips. A light shade of pink and so soft. So enticing. Just one brush of her sensual lips against mine and I just want to never stop kissing her. Her lips are perfect.
"I love you," I called as she walked out the door.
"Love you too babe!" she shouted back, then I heard the door close.
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In retrospect I should've just told her in the first place that I didn't want her to go. I do this all the time.
No longer than three minutes after she pulled out I was already curled up in a ball on the bed, fighting tears. I wasn't completely sure why I was wanting to cry, I just know it had to do with stress and her leaving and me being me.
For the next seven hours while Hannah and Alexandra were having fun, all I did was cry for five out of seven hours, and slept the other two.
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"Felix? Oh my god. I told you to call me!" I heard Hannah groan.
I unfolded myself from my ball of misery and looked up at her. Her irritated expression immediately softened. She crawled onto the bed and wrapped her arms around me and held me close.
"You're such a dumbass," she growled, though her voice sounded more worried than angry.
I didn't say anything. I rolled over so I was facing her, wrapped my arms around her, buried my face into her shirt, and soon I fell asleep.
