Just a bunch of stuff about my awful personality ❤
Trigger warning: This journal thing has mentions of self harm, suicide, eating disorder (s), death, and drug and alcohol abuse.
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Today was awful
All I want to do is curl up in a ball and nap until I'm eighty
My fucking school work is still piling up from when I was in the hospital
And like I'm so dumb
I'm still trying to make up all of the work
I mean like I do feel like my depression is getting better
Cos like I've been taking my meds regularly and stuff
But like my anxiety is just biting me in the ass
Now I understand why my friends are always lagging at me for saying like so damn much
Also sorry for all of the swearing
I have a huge fucking potty mouth
I hate it when my teachers overhear me cursing and say
"Do you kiss your mother with that mouth????"
And I'm like Nö bitch my mom is dead
And then the whole class gets quiet and I'm just sitting there, trying to act like a savage so no one sees my crippling anxiety and loss for a will to live
But I'm okay
I had ramen today so that's cool
And I taught my friend how to use chopsticks
I wish they had a Starbucks near me
Cos like I live a block away from a Tim Horton's,
And its okay I guess but its just not Starbucks
And I'm like so conflicted
Because Starbucks has bomb ass coffee
But Tim Horton's muffins be slaying
And then Dunkin' Donuts has the best fucking donuts ever
Like my favourite donut is a lemon filled donut with powdered sugar on top
And Tim Horton's doesn't even have that and it makes me want to cry
I just realized that I've been ranting about American chain cafés.
