God I actually would love it right now if some one could just kill me right now I don't know why I haven't dome it myself I mean I could it would just be so fucking easy to kill myself do you have any idea how much liquor and meds my aunt and uncle have and oh don't even get me started on her knife collection I could freaking slit my throat and choke on my own blood as it seeks into my lungs and takes my life away oh wouldn't that be nice yes yes yes that would be nice oh my god what am I doing I look like shit I feel like shit I am shit what's even happening I feel like I can't breathe I'm vcrying I'm hyperventilating I cnat I can't I can't I can't I can't what's wrong with me everything everything is wrong and right at the same time I want to die so badly and everything is just not okay and I wish I could just fucking die because I'm a worthless piece of shit and I can't even like I ate I fucking donut today like A FUCKING DONUT?!!! do you have any idea how many calories are in those omg i m nauseas right now oh god I can't I can't I can't what'd wrong with me I fell like shit I can't ducking even I want to die oh god I just freaking purged for the hmm I don't know HUNDRETH time cause I'm suick in the head and the only thing that I Carr about is being skinny and I want to die so badly but I don't have the fucking balls to kill myself I just can't can't can't can't can't can't I can't breathe I don't even I just I can't even please someone kill me and I want to die so bad and I don't understand why I feel this way I wish I was normal I wish I didn't cut myself I wish I didn't make myself sick everyday I wish I wasn't starving myself I wish I was skinny I wish I was dead I wish I was happy I can't can't can't can't can't can't can't oh god please just someone fuvking kill me nowi just can't can't can't cnat cnat can't can't can't can't can't can't can't can't can't kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kmsmmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmskmkskmskmskmsk plpleasejustkillmeihavenothingtoliveforimaworthlesspieceofasspleasejustsuffocatemepleasepleasepleaseplease
I wish I was dead.
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❤Gwen's Bio❤
RandomJust a bunch of stuff about my awful personality ❤ Trigger warning: This journal thing has mentions of self harm, suicide, eating disorder (s), death, and drug and alcohol abuse. Please don't read this if you are triggered by any of this. I don't w...
