don't forget me. 》luhan

Chapter 3

- You -

I woke up with confusion. Surprisingly, I was in my own bed. I put my hand on my head because of my headache and I groaned in pain.

"What happened?" I thought out loud. "You were unconcious." a soft voice said. I whipped my head to the direction of the voice and saw Luhan. "Luhan?" I asked. "SoHee beat you up outside of school yesterday." he mumbled, looking down.

"Oh yeah." I grumbled in annoyance.

Then I remembered. "Oh, Luhan! I am so sorry! I didn't meet you in the garden yesterday! Can we just do it here?" I said sadly. "Yeah, we didn't have to do it there. I just wanted some time alone with you. But.....here." he said.

He reached down to the floor and gave me a rose. "Aw~! It's lovely! You didn't have to do this, you know." I said, inhaling the sweet aroma of the flower.

"I know, but I wanted to. After all, you are my best friend and we haven't seen each other for years." I smiled and gave him a hug, but a wave of pain shot up my shoulder.

"Ow! Aish...it's still sore..." I pouted.

He gently pushed me flat onto the bed, careful not to hurt me. "(Y/N), you have to rest. I'm going to go." he said. I frowned.

"Oh...okay." I replied softly. "Don't worry, I'll be back later." he said, squeezing my cheek. We both giggled and I smiled. He bent down and kissed my forehead, making my heart flutter.

Then he left the room.

I looked down at the flower again. "Thanks, Luhan. For everything. " you whispered and smiled to yourself.

- Luhan -

I was about to kiss her, but I thought it was too soon so I just kissed her forehead. I don't understand why anybody would hate her and want to bully her. She's beautiful, smart, funny, and has an amazing personality.

No wonder I've had a crush on her all these years.

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After 3 hours, I went back to (Y/N)'s house.

I used the spare key her mom gave me and walked inside. I put my jacket on the edge of the couch and was about to walk up to (Y/N)'s room, but I was stopped. "Luhan, honey, can you do something for me?" her mom asked.

"Sure, anything for you!" I replied and walked into the kitchen where she was. "Can you bring this to (Y/N)? She hasn't eaten in a while." she whispered, handing me kimchi spaghetti.

"No problem." I replied and walked upstairs to her room. I knocked on the door. "Come in!" she yelled. I opened the door and saw her sitting up.

She was smiling brightly. "Well you look happy!" I exclaimed. "I am now that you're here!" she said.

She widened her eyes and cleared her throat awkwardly, making that 'Did I really just say that?' face.

I jumped happily inside. I sat down next to her and handed her the kimchi spaghetti. "Ooh, I'm starving!" she said and tried to eat, but she immediately dropped the fork and cried out in pain.

"(Y/N!) Are you still sore?" I asked.She nodded sadly. I sighed, picked up the fork, and got some food. I held it up to her face. "Aah." I said, making her imitate me.

"Luhan, you don't have to-"

"Yes, I do. Now eat!" I said, interrupting her. She opened her mouth and I fed her the food. We both giggled.I noticed that she had sauce on the side of her mouth, so I took the napkin and wiped it off slowly.

She looked at me with wide eyes and I did the same. It was silent for so long amd our breating hitched as I leaned my face close to hers.

So close....

Closer....

Closer....

And....

We kissed.

It was a deep, passionate kiss, and it sent shivers down my spine. We pulled away and stared into each other's eyes.

We were speechless. I think I've made a mistake.

I stood up and walked out of the room as quickly as possible, feeling ultimately guilty for leaving her so suddenly.

I was too nervous to face her after that. I'm afraid she might be really mad at me. I mean, we were best friends.

Nothing more.

You have no idea how much it kills me to say that. I wanted to be more than friends, but....What if she doesn't feel the same way?

That's always what happens, but I don't want our relationship to be an 'always'. I don't want those cliché movie dates, I want a unique and special relationship.

- You -

He just got up and left.

My heart was pounding out of my chest and it was deafening. I didn't think he would ever talk to me again. I couldn't let that to happen.

So I stood up for the first time after I woke up and I was very dizzy. My legs were shaking uncontrollably as I took each step, and then I finally reached the door. I walked outside, using the wall as a guide to lean on, and looked in the living room.

Luhan was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. I stumbled towards him and landed on the couch. I sat up, rubbing my sore legs, and then quickly stopped as I noticed that he didn't react.

I put my hand on his shoulder. He lifted his head out of his hands, not making eye contact. "Luhan..." I begged. I touched his chin and turned it towards me so that we would look at each other.

He stared at me, full of sorrow. "It's all okay. Please don't be mad at me." I said. I wasn't really sure why I said that last part, however.

"Me? Be mad at you? How could I? I thought you were mad at me." he replied.

"No! If anything, I am happy that you did that." I whispered, almost barely audible. He only heard me say no, so the rest was too quiet for him to hear. "Excuse me?" he asked, trying to get me to repeat what I said.

"Oh, nothing! Nothing.....um....so can we go back to being best friends? I don't want that awkwardness between us." I explained. He looked depressed when I said that. "Oh. Okay." he simply said and I hugged him.

Luhan, I wish you would realize that I am in love with you.

That sentence kept running through my head, even after he left 10 minutes later. "Oh, Luhan! Can't you see that I love you?!" I yelled out loud in frustration.

Nobody was around...

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Or so I thought.