Fantacy Dream World

There and back

  I woke up and I rubbed my eyes and I seen that I was back into the reality life. In a small room regular queen size bed, with wood paneling walls. My flat screen 32 inch TV on my wooden dresser, with speakers all over the room and my stereo. I layed there in sadness because I was back to the regular boring life. I was thinking about the other life with Toby and everyone. As I was laying there I had to go to the restroom so I got up and put on my pj's. I walked out of the room into a small hallway passing the front door. In the living room on the recliner in the middle of the room was Wayne laying down asleep so I creaped to the restroom. The kitchen was very small that had a brindle pug bull dog in the kitchen. I had to jump over a wooden barrier to the kitchen and to the hallway where the bathroom is. In the hallway to the restroom is a small toy chiwawa. I got into the bathroom and sat down on a big toilet that had a broken lid with tape over it. The restroom was very small with a shelf in front of where the door is and a small sink with the toilet right up against it and a big bathtub right up against the toilet. When I got done I flushed washed my hands and walked out and went back into the bedroom. I layed down still thinking about the other life. Wandering if it was a dream or was actually another dimension that I was in. I turned the radio on which woke Wayne up. He walked into the bedroom and asked me what I wanted for supper. I kind of froze, "anything you want, I'm not that Hungary."

I said that because I was just still froze wandering where I was because it all felt so real. He took off in his truck and went to get his mom which I was by myself in a boring trailer. I started talking to my alternate personalities which was the same people that was in the other life and I told them about it. I was really upset that I was back to this life and was still wandering how to get back to it. I wanted to cry but I am a strong women. I had so much memories of the other life. I was still wandering if it was real or just a dream. I found my camera that I used in the other life wandering if it had pictures of the other life and if it did then I would know it was real. I picked it up which the batteries were dead so I looked around for my batteries that I bought before I ended up in the other life. I put the batteries in the camera and surprisingly all the pictures I took was in it. My mouth dropped so now I know it was real but how did they stay on the camera, where was this other life, how do I get back to it? I grasped onto the camera on my chest where my heart is and closed my eyes and wished many times that I could go back to that life and nothing happened. I was so mad and still wandering why the pictures were on the camera and how they got onto there, and how did they end up in this life. Wayne and his mom came in yelling at the dogs. I hid the camera because I didn't want to have Wayne find it then he would wander and think I am cheating on him. Apparently it is Sunday because Wayne stayed after he brought his mom home. I walked into the living room to find bags from where she worked. Wayne looked over at me, "I got some hoagies from Wal-Mart, I also got you some extra meat and mushrooms."

I smiled, "yay ok that was what I was hoping you would get thanks honey."

He hugged me which surprised me but I took advantage of it. Wayne looked over at me, "Well Timmy will be coming over later."

I frowned, "ok!"

I frowned because he always spends a lot of time with his friend on his days off instead of spending time with me. I went back into my room and layed down and still had the camera grasped onto my chest wishing that I was back to the other life because I was happy there. I put on some music and I sat the camera down on the bed and I started dancing because dancing always cheers me up. I was missing Toby so much.

Time went by and I took my anti depressant medicine that I have to take in reality for my depression and bi-polar. It was coming time to go to bed and I layed back down on the bed looking at the door wandering when Wayne was going to come in. I waited until 12am then I just gave up and went to sleep but before I went to sleep I had the camera right next to me looking at the pictures on the camera from the other life. Smiling at every picture and video. And then I turned my heater on because it was really cold in the room and I took my pj's off and layed back down in the bed and fell to sleep.

Did I go back to the life? Did I stay in the reality life? Was it all a dream? Why were the pictures and the videos on the camera? If the pictures were on the camera then the life must have been real. Maybe it was another dimension if so I cant wait to go back again someday.