Fate

Chapter 5

He wore a loose black silk shirt with leather cuffs and black trousers. However, he got better the more I looked.

His rich chocolate hair that had tousled griminess which promised finesse. He had strong arched brows and eyelashes so thick, it could be illegal.

And then his eyes, they were deep and catastrophic, a vivid baby blue as a great body of water that softly melted into a milky green. This close, I could see the flecks of silver in his eyes.

He had distinct cheekbones and an angular jaw, his pale skin made him look devilishly handsome.

I can't recall any time in my life where I have felt awkward in the presence of any guy except today.

I have always find it easy because I wasn't looking for anything with them. I don't really care over how I look nor do I give a damn of what guys think of me.

But the way Alex and Sam were all over each other made me uncomfortable. He seem to be engrossed in his phone and at the same time making small talks.

He talks with a hint of smile on his face except when he stares at his phone.

Oh Gosh! What is happening to me? Here I was sitted beside my best friend who has totally forgotten I was here, and instead of being there with her, I was busy checking out her handsome brother.

The silence between the two of us became too much so I decided to break it. "So...I don't see you around here much." I said nearly whispering.

"Really Emma? Really?" I whispered mentally hitting my head.

"Uh yeah. Been busy with college." he said coldly without averting his gaze from his phone.

"Oh.....okay."

Ouch. I mentally held my heart.

What was I even thinking? How could I ever think that a guy would ever like me. What will they find from a girl like me? To be honest, I am really short. And to my knowledge, I don't think that guys are ever interested in short girl's right?

Well...maybe a few. But that's not the case now. I'm shy as you may know and even though I may be 'beautiful' as many might say, I still doubt it. And my insecurities are way over the chart.

Just as I have known. As usual every guy I start to like or have a crush on, never feel the same way about me. It's either because I'm a little fat, short or other lame excuses.

Sometimes I feel like I'm never good enough but I never allow it to surface. I always try to hide my emotions. Not even Sam knows about it.

I mentally sighed.

I should have never brought this upon myself. I should probably just let this pass. It would probably never work out anyway.

I'm just going to try all my best to avoid him. Hope it works.

But what if it doesn't?

A/N:

I'm sorry guys for the long wait. And hope you like the chapter. I know it ain't long but just bear with it please.

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