Deeply In Love. (LucasColy) |Revamped|✔️

My Oh My

Look, I'm the type to make her turn on her daddy (Oh yeah)
DaBaby make her forget what she learned from her daddy
I don't be tripping on lil' shawty, I let her do whatever she please
I don't be kissing on lil' shawty, she don't be kissing on me either
My Oh My| Camila Cabello & DaBaby

Dream
"How do you think us dating will effect the other people thats around us all the time. I mean you are my best friends brother and the best friend of my brother. Thats the definition of drama in my book." I stressed to Lucas.

"Did I ask you to be my girlfriend yet? No. I said when I make you mine, you'll know before I ask. Of course I know that you're a little punk and you have to ask your daddy for permission. At the same time, you're grown and you're not about to be living under his roof anymore. If the feeling is mutual, you would still be with me if your daddy said yes or no." he said back tying up his shoes.

"I dont think we should do it right now. I think you should ask him on his own time when I'm not there." I said still sitting on the bed.

He wanted to go ask my dad now and I didn't agree at all. I mean it was so many things that could go wrong and that was all that I could think about. I mean, yeah I'm 18, but Lucas is 22. That's a really big age gap. At the same time, things could go good but it could cause a lot of things to change.

"You think that I can control how I feel about you? I can't help but to feel some typa way about you. I mean shit, you helped a nigga out a really dark place. You've been in a nigga face damn near every day for the past 6 months. You make a nigga feel like I got butterflies in my stomach or something. I can't help the feelings that I feel towards you. You ain't been nothing but real to me. Turn fake, pull a snake move, start moving different and that shit will go away. Other than that, there's nothing that I, well we can do. So get your ass up and let's go." he ranted before pulling me off the bed gently.

"I think that we are moving too fast. Maybe another 6 months?" I questioned and he gave a questionable face.

"You don't feel the same way or something? Because you keep ignorning me and trying to get me not to do something that I'm passionate about."

"Lucas, I feel the same way you do. Maybe even more. You give me butterflies every time you breathe! You're the only boy who I've been with like this. I usually don't even talk to boys! You and your depression has lowered me into you and it's so deep! The first time we fell asleep in each others arms, I was addicted to sleeping next to you. You give me different feeling of protection than what my dad and Dill give me! You have to be patient with me. You're the first person I'm asking my dad to accept me with. This is like him giving me the okay to be married. You have to be patient. Patience is a virtue." I said and he pulled me into his chest, holding me around the waist.

"Okay, love. Take a breather. We can wait until you're ready. No more pressure." he said looking me dead in the eyes before bending down kissing me.

I stiffened at first, not knowing what to do. It's my first kiss. Kissing him back made it feel even better. His lips were so soft. It was gentle and it was amazing. If he wouldn't have pulled away, I would've never let it end.

"Wow." was all I could say as we stared at each other, getting lost in the eyes of one another.

"When you're ready, let me know." he said kissing me once more before letting me go with a small smile on his face. "You're so innocent. I love it."

"You're going to be the death of me. One way or another." I said sitting on the bed licking my lips still feeling tasting his chap stick. "You got lip gloss on your lip."

He walked over to where I sat on the bed and leaned down so I was able to wipe the lip gloss of his lips. I also took the time to admire what I felt as if, God took his time with. I couldn't point out a flaw on his face as he sat in front of me.

"Can I have my damn face back." he joked and I let his face go.

"You're not that cute anyways." I laughed and he smiled before tickling my sides making me laugh uncontrollably. "Okay! I'm lying you're really handsome! Please stop! I'm going to pee!" I squealed as he continued to tickle causing me to start tearing up. "PLEASE!" I screamed and he finally stopped.

"You shall never deny my sexiness ever in life or you shall be punished!" he laughed all while I mugged him holding my sides. "My baby mad? You want me to make it up to you?" he asked before kissing my cheek.

"No. I think I should tell you that I really want to tell you why I don't want to go to my dad right now. It's because when he gave his blessings to Ramon, for Damia and he turned around and got another girl pregnant. So he is really not with those things and us bringing boys home. He knew that me and Jayceon wasn't doing anything so it was cool with him. He doesn't know that Damia and Jayceon are a thing though. When he finds out, that's going to be real trouble." I said shaking my head. She was really playing a real dangerous game hiding that from Dad.

"Well, I still think we should give it a try. But like I said, when you're ready." he said looking at me and I nodded.

"Oh screw it, let's do it today." I said standing up and he gave me an unsure look.

"You don't have to do it right now. We can wait until you're ready, love."

"I heard you loud and clear." I nodded. "And I'm ready right now."
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"You can't back out now, we about to go in the man cave." Lucas said from behind me and I nodded knowing what he was talking about.

"Hey dad." I said walking over to his chair that was by the TV and giving him a side hug.

"Wassup, Pops." Lucas said damping him up.

"Wassup with y'all?" he asked looking at us after pausing his show.

"Alright, no need to beat around the bush, it's straight forward. I want to be with your daughter. We have a real connection and we make each other happy. We already expressed how we feel about each other and know where we stand. She told me that it was important that we come to you first, so we're here." Lucas said and my dad started to say something but paused for a minute.

"When I say this, I say this out of love, Lucas, you're like a son to me, but no. You can not be with my daughter. Dream this may be hard for you, your first time catching feelings and all, but you can not be with him." He said looking at me and I seen Lucas nod his head out the corner of my eyes. The tears were starting to burn my eyes.

"Why not? I know how to handle myself. I'm old enough for a boyfriend and everything." I stressed standing in front of him.

"Because, I have my reasons. If you can't accept that, you'll have to stop being around him so much. I have my reasons. Maybe you don't need to have a boyfriend right now." he said giving me a sad face.

"Wow, okay." was all I said before going upstairs into my room. It wasn't fair at all to me, but the way that I felt about Lucas, wasn't changing nor was the fact that I wanted to be with him. My dad was going to have me sneaking around like Damia and I really didn't want to do that.