My Angel

Im sorry...

(Angela Pov)

Genji had been on his mission for a while now and I was beginning to worry for him. I knew how much this mission ment to him as he wanted to end it himself.

He has such a warm heart and he knows his clan do bad things that hurt our world, so he feels like he has to do the right thing by ending the threat.

I sat in my study finishing my work that I had been doing all day. I had been receiving those letters from the government again about me giving them Genji for testing.

I threw them away every time I got one because there was no way I was letting them hurt him, he's been through too much! I rested my face in my hands as I stressed about him. I hope he is ok!

Suddenly I heard the sounds of metal feet jumping across my roof and across the ceiling. My head shot up instantly as I could recognize that sound anywhere.

I rushed over to my window and glanced quickly up to the roof of the base where me and Genji had hanged out multiple times before. And there he was sitting sadly to himself.

I pulled my head carefully back through my window as I reached for my wings. I placed them on quickly as I rushed to my door. I placed my reading glasses on the side on top of some papers on my desk before I left.

I glided gently up next to him and floated down to sit close beside him. I could tell he was upset as he wasn't sitting in his normal cute medication posture. He was slumped sadly over and had his metal hands clenched tightly.

"Genji are you ok?" I asked with a soft voice as I sat with him. He turned his head slowly away from me as if he had something bad he wanted to say but knew it would upset me.

"I understand how you feel Genji the mission was a traumatic experience for you" I said remaining in a soft and understanding tone.

"Dr Ziegler I can't.. go on like this! You tell me to be honest so I will, I hate myself! I can't stand to see myself like this! I'm a monster and I hate it!!! There is no reason for me to go on living so I shouldn't! I'm just causing you pain even more!" Genji's voice was overly depressed and irritated so he opened up all his feelings to me.

"I.. just.. don't want to cause you any more pain, I saw the letters your were receiving about me! You refused them so you could protect me! But it is harming your job, your life!"  Genji's voice began to turn into a shout as he stood up and stepped suddenly away from me.

"I will be leaving Overwatch... I just.. I don't belong here! I'm better off dead!" He said sternly. I could hear the tears start to overwhelm him in his voice as I stood quickly up.

"Genji you can't just leave, I will get in a lot of trouble for losing you!" I said as I felt my tears begin to rain down across my face.

"Genji if I could I would let you go!! but I can't!" I yelled in desparacy as we stood a couple of feet apart. Genji's body language became suddenly angry as he stepped forward.

"Why did you do this to me!! Did you even think to ask what I wanted!! Maybe I wanted to die!!" Genji yelled as he came dangerously close to my scared face.

"Genji I'm sorry I always thought of you! Because I love you!" I shouted at him as I tried to calm him down. In a sudden Genji backed off realising he had been extremely rude toward me.

"I'm sorry it's just... I really like you Angela.. you have given me everything and sacrificed your life for me...and i have nothing to give you in return!"

"you are a beautiful Angel who saved my life, I owe you everything but I can't give you love because I'm almost completely omnic! I can't keep you warm because I'm made of metal! I can't!... you deserve someone better than me" he apologized as there was a moment of silence and the sky began to cry soft tears from above.

"Genji I don't need any of that, don't you see I love you for who you are. It doesn't matter to me if your an omnic! Your beautiful to me" I said as I stepped confidently forward. The rain beating down onto my now wet blonde hair.

We both glared across to each other as I began to feel my tears fill up my eyes again. The rain slid down softly across Genji's metal body as he stood their in distress close to me.

I stepped slowly towards Genji and placed my hands up against his robotic face. My fingers delicately removed his hard mask to reveal his crying but beautiful face. His crystal green eyes stare up at my bright blue ones as I lent in close to his face.

I wrapped my hands tightly around his head as I lent in to kiss his lips. I felt a rush of love run through me as Genji's body became more relaxed. I could feel him release all his tension from his body as he placed his hands gently onto my waist and around my back as we both softly closed our eyes.

The view became spectacular as the green neons from Genji glowed ever brighter and my wings shone brightly. The light glittered beautify across the rain as we kissed.

As I pulled away from his lips I felt a sudden feeling as if I never wanted it to leave. I opens my eyes to see Genji's face feeling much brighter.

"Genji if you are going to leave then go, I won't stop you! Have an amazing adventure. Don't waste this life you have. Just stay alive ok... for me?" I said as I lent on his hard chest.

"Ok Dr Ziegler I will live for you, but I don't want you to worry about me" Genji said with a small smile.

"I must find my place in this world... but I hope our paths meet again some day" he said in a small and soft tone as we let go of each other and Genji placed back on his mask to cover his face.

As he slowly turned I felt a sudden pull on my heart, it was an unbearable feeling that I could not control. I quickly flew into his arms again for one last kiss this time on his metal mask. He gently placed me down before waving slowly back at me as he walked away.

I held my hands up close to my chest as the rain continued to beat down on me as my sad face watched Genji leave fast onto the distance. I felt so sad but at the same time I was happy he was free to be who he wanted to be. I knew I had done the right thing!

I stood there as the cold rain washed away my sad tears and soaked through my hair. When suddenly I heard a familiar voice call out.

"Angela!?"

I turned quickly to see Jack standing below me looking up. He was probably confused as to why I was up there in the rain alone.

" Hey what are you doing up there and... where's genji?" He asked as he was joined by Jesse and Gabriel who noticed instantly that I was upset. So Gabriel placed his hand around Jesse's back and moved him away to give me and Jack some alone time.

Once they had gone Jack asked me a second time before I answered with. "he's gone"

Jack remained confused as he asked me more questions
"gone? Gone where?"

I paused for a moment before I spoke because I knew whatever I said would get me into trouble
"I don't know, he wanted to leave so I... let him"

I flew down slowly to him as Jack caught me gently in his arms.

"your know the government isn't going to be happy about you letting him go like this! Your going to be in big trouble" he said sternly as he held me. My head faced the direction of where I last saw Genji before I replied softly.

" I know..."